*STUPIDITY

feel kinda stupid today to have cried infront of my ite teachers. **** them all! say its okies if ii provide an MC but yet find all sorts of faults with me.

ii feel so sick now..

ii feel so so uncomfortable even when ii was asleep just now..

just finish role play today so i'll have the last one to do and i'm done.

i feel so lousy iin everything ii do.. sigh. whats happening to me this past few days.

freaking nono MOOD!

still have to go for work later.

ii just desperately need someone to get me out of HERE.

to somewhere without worries.

just DAYDREAMING -me

hate to be control hate to be tied down by certain things.ii want to soar as high like nobody's business~

okies ii dont know what am all blabbering all about. just strictly some silly thoughts of mine.





ystd 22 of august.
ii did not attend school due to insufficient sleep. called meiqian and she was still sleeping too. until 12 plus then ii wake up. called qian and she was already awake watching tv. meet her at 2pm to see the doctor's for MC. also clearing some of my doubts. so the three of us-qian, joseph and me went to bb polyclinic to see the doctor. although ii'm the first one to register but ii am the last one to finish seeing the doctor. ii was asked to go to the lab and vision test. doctor say that my eye sight will get worse after 6mth - 1 yr time. by then ii will have to get a spects.

so we spent about 1hr plus in the clinic but joseph was not issued an MC so we have to go somewhere else for a doctor.

qian was late for her work when joseph was done. qian asked me to go over to suntec kbox to get the shirt but i'm just too lazzy to do so. (sorrie ahs, sat okies)

ii even left my phone with qian. until when ii was reaching home, then ii realises my phone was not with me!! it really scare the hell out of me. but ii recalled the phone was with them. ii wanted to make a call urgently to make sure my phone was with them. after some consideration ii decided to pluck up my courage to ask an outsider whether she can lent me her phone. its was a success on my first attempt. afterall my phone is much much more important.

so met joseph at dover at 7pm to get back my phone. ii was late actually. anyway he's going to wait for qian to finish her work.(such a good husband right)lols.

i'm feeling alot better now ii guess.

after saying this much.

still have to take pills. although qian says no need, but ii just want to give it a try. hopes that my headache wont pester me anymore!