hmms been busy spending my free time with my sisters!!! after the breakup with him every part of my life have changed totally and i am enjoying every single part of it. ii just dont know why. but ii just like the way now.
ii know he still haven gave me up.. he have been making effort trying to bring our relationship back, but ii am afraid if ii patch back with him everything will still be the same. ii dont want hurt him again and again. ii really hope he will stop all this. dont want him to spend so much money buying things for me. its not worth it. ii dont know how should ii explain to him so that he would understand what am ii trying to say. he's a good guy, but girls like me dont worth a good guy ii guess. ii want to find someone, someone that will makes my heart beat again.but ii really appreciate all the things he have done for me.
someone has came back to my life again. thats him *leonard* i met him when ii sleptover at ann hse that night when ii celebrate her bdae. cause ann want to smoke as iu know she's the kind that cant live without smoking=X. ii called him cause we have tried all those possible people that stay near ann hse that smokes. but to no avail. he came 10mins ltr after ii called him (thats was quick) and went to buy cig. oh ya and jia wei was with us(she's a girl). the four of us sat at the staircase outside anns hse. so long never see him already the presence of him seems weird. ii was keeping quiet most of the time. dont really know what should ii say. after 20mins ltr we went back to anns hse and he went back home.
after that day, he msg me asking me whether is it possible that we can patch back saying all those stuffs. asking me to consider and all.
okies, change of topic. went to jurong point and celebrate anns bdae on sat night. suppose to get a strawberry cake for her but ii cant find any so ii bought a rasberry cake instead. do iu know where we cut the cake? it was at the third floor staircase. so funny right. only some girls like suzhen, karen, and the other girl forgot her name lers plus anns and me. we cant find kaixin as she was with navin so we got separated. so we just carry on with our plans. suzhen went off after she saw the cake and taken some pictures. so left with four of us. but we left jurong point shortly after that.
anns broke up with laihe but stead with xiaobai. its only two days after the breakup and that was fast right. ii believe he is a good guy the way he talk and his character is good. ii really hope he can treat anns well.
know jiawei when she came over to anns house in the middle of the night on sat. ii dont really liked her as she had given me a bad impression on national day as she was with wenjie they'll and a group of girls so xia lan!! fiona was with them too ii even smiled at her. anns told me that fiona change a lot. from good to bad. at least she is not smoking and all and she doesnt stick with stepf anymore. they were once good good sister but ii dont know what really happen to them.
went out with lynn ystd. (she was my primary school friend and we used to be very close that time) ii suggested to go juction 8 it was a damn bored place. thought ii can meet up with kl and reagan but all got something on. sigh. miss them so much.
reach home and acc my big brother to westmall.
nearly quarrelled with my cousin -huizi- as she was really getting on my nerves!!! really cant stand her attitude any longer. sigh. why she become like this. cause of her stubbornness she give up her future.
ii guess i've to stop here!!! late for sbm class!! =X
miin*
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