i had separated with him for three days including todae. all this happen cos i bring this topic up. jus suddenly doubt all moi feelins. cos the feelin ish not the same as before lers. maybe we've started to quickly without getting to knoe each other more which will lead to all of these. all started on sundae. just dunno whies dunn feel like goin out suddenly but we alwaes meet on that day de... just feel kinda empty and tired, everydae seems to repeat again and again.. there's no longer anything that ii wanna look forward to anymore.
all this happen jus becos of miie i knoe he's veri puzzled whies i've become like this.. everything was alrite initially but suddenly everything seems to change over night. the one he used to knoe seems so hard to understand, so far from him jus seems like a total stranger... wadd shld ii do? i've regretted. ii shldnt hab brought the topic up. shldnt have suggest for separating. but wads done been done ii cant sae lets take it as nth had happen and pretend.. i knoe the hurt had been cause. wadd ever it ish ii deeply regretted.
i dunnos whether i shld continue this relationship.. dunno hw to face him anymore. wen ii see him ii will recall the time wen i've hurt him.. wad the hell shld i do... arghhs!!
this is moi problems i guess ii shld settle it moiself... but the wae he talks to miie nw seems so strange.. maybe we've become a stranger..
#GOTTA SETTLE THIS ASAP
ii mus also be determine not to skip anymore lessons in schh.. or else ii would be SACK.. hmms still dunn wan moii studies to come to an end. dunn wanna enther workin life wen i am so young... its like everydae repeating the same thing.. BORIN lorhhs..
wanna go bugis and shop wib qian qian!!
either this week or next week... but she sae she ish saving money wors.. anns jio miie out on fri also cannt reject cos i've promised her alreadi haiis~ jus nidd to buy some bottoms to meets moii shoppin target this month... been poor! gort no more clothes to wear go out ler wors.. everytime wear the same old thing.. siian arhhs siian... wanna go bugis try the cheese cake cos susan sae its damn damn nice... reali cannt wait for that dae to come haas..
hmms will end here for now bahhs.. update more next time!
*if lourve ish beautiful as alwaes. miin
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