Monday, August 07, 2006

*better off alone . .

hmms, two days eversince the break up. he was hospitalised as he slipped and fall. his back was hurt. but was discharged ystd. last mintue have to go back to work no matter how unwilling i was. i should be resposible in my work i guess. dont wanna be a burden to my collegues. so i went to work instead, if i am not goin to go susan will have to do full shift instead and she msg me complaining... so i guess i just have to go.

when i reach there the shop was packed with loads of customer with only pinghwa and susan as rachel went for her break. went to change into my uniform shortly to help out as too much doubting customer needs help. anyway it only for 5 hr and i will be release from work. time pass quite quickly as it was sunday. slacking day. gotta go for work ltr too. my shoulder is aching due to mopping and vacumm of the floor...

he called my workplace last night.. meet him after my work... he was with guowei, sigh. he shouldnt have come since he just got discharge from the hospital. he passed me a bag of things. i didnt see what it was until i got home.

during the journey home guowei was smiling and laughing at me for no good reasons, the atmosphere was very awkward he looked so sad with tears nearly spilling out and there guowei was laughing.. wth! and i was infected by him too! but i tried not to..he offered to send me home but he gave up after i insist that he shld go home and rest well instead.

oh ya, when i got home i finally dare to look inside the bag to find out what was inside. its a baby mickey and minnie that was what i saw when i was with him previously at marina sq. guowei told me he spend 30 over dollars on the machine to get it. he also bought flowers. three red roses which meant i love iu. i admit i was touched but i know i cant. i need time to think it over. but i can say chances of us being together is low.

having monday blues todae. have to go work... dampens my mood when i think about working. sigh. have to get over and done with..

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