KBOX

-i look so retards with my actions =(










I THOUGHT I COULD JUST FORGET WHAT HAPPEN
sometimes iu just come out of nowhere in my mind..
your face, your smiles..memories.

went to AMK kbox with my classmates after school. everything was so last minute, i was suppose to stay at home and rest. i'm having a sore thoart and it really bothers me.. but i ended up going. my girlfriend went home=( as she need to get something for her mom. i thought i will be so alone after she left. but everything turn out well.

found out that my classmates are super good at singing! i was so out of place can? especially Edeline and Eugene... they really qualify for campus superstar. lols..

i feel kinda weird when i was at kbox. normally when i am there, i will go crazy and act like a child. i will keep jumping on the sofa, took my shoes off, act like the place is my house and sing and scream on the top of my voice with my friends. we wont even care if theres someone out there who heard us singing. we just have fun!=D

this time its different. cause all of us was still not that close yet and thats the first time we were singing together. so i feel kinda restricted. i was like sitting on the sofa almost all the time, making me look like some retards. lols. if only i could do whatever i like, be myself. but i just cant be, maybe if we know each other better...i would.. =)) i'm shy=X