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DO IU WANT SOMETHING IN LIFE? GO FOR IT.
DONT LEAVE REGRETS

reach home early today! i drag my brother to accompany me to the forum shopping center for interview. feel kinda lonely before that.. cause i cant even find a single soul to accompany me.. thanked god, my brother was at home..=D took up the grooming class. i am required to bring i a pair of 3 inch heels and purchase beverly hills cosmetic set.which cost me a BOMB! but at least i can learn what i want. hees. cant wait to go for lessons already..

i brought my good brother to far east plaza to have chicken chop for lunch!! i was already craving for it in the morning..lols. after lunch we hurried to granny place as we promised to visit her and its like in the late afternoon already. moreover, he have to go all the way to pasir ris to get his 'beloved' hair cut after visiting granny. so its kinda rush for him. not in very good condition today. due to the night out ystd at mos. slept at 5 in the morning, woke up at 1030. so whenever i board the train i will fall into my deep sleep..hees. slack awhile at grand's place and left soon after. we didnt stay for long.

i always feel guilty when i think of my granny. shes now staying over at my aunts place. but always alone.. so ke lian right? i feel bad. cause whenever i have the time i will go out instead.. hmms, gotta spend more time with her whenever i am free..

went to mos with ben ystd. the moment we meet he cant stop bickering with me.zzz. like want to fight with me like that. lols. okay proceed to mos after eating at mac. i am freaking a lousy dancer and i gotta admit. shit. whos willing to teach me, free? lols. sharlene came over from momo with some of her kakis. i had fun with them, they are crazy people i can say. before that ben and i was like-BORED. think its better to ask more people along next time. cant wait to leave the place ystd! but i had fun.=)

PHOTO TIME!

they are busy feeding the fish

so engross!

see how big is that fish?

while waiting for the train

qian msg me today..hmms, she told me every single thing she feels about us. our friendship. she actually speak up. if its for me i'll just let it cease.. cause i dont know what to say, how to say to our friendship. bearing too much grudges, kept inside the both of us. i know we need a good talk. i am looking forward to it. we both agreed, we knew each other just too well.. i always feel that theres a barrier in between the both of us. no matter what it is. i am gonna think afresh, push all those past far behind me.

as i said: JIE MEI will always be JIE MEI- no matter how bad things turn out to be. the memories and all the hard times we been through tgt is not just nothing. it will always be something to look back to and feel blessed with. we are bonded. somehow. i can never forget when my relationship turns rocky and its YOU who are there who finish the walk with me. iu are always there. i know i give iu alot of troubles. pouring all my sorrows not sparing a thought for iu. but iu didnt complain. nothing have expressed how touched i was. cause even when my friendship turn soured. iu are still willing to be there to comfort me. no word can expressed the gratitude i have for iu.

now, we are gonna walk different paths. lead different lives. dont ever forget. to call me out when iu are free. just a little meet up once in a while is okay for me. remember, i will be there when iu needed me to be. no matter how late in the night it is. or how busy i am. i can swear i will make an effort to be there.. just for iu. no one else okay? so feel blessed can? new friend can be new. but old friends can never be replace even the new ones comes in. =) i do cherish this special friendship we have.. i love iu, my sister <3