ANNMIN

SIMPLICITY
you 'll never know whats behind those smiles..

met up with dar ystd. its been a real long time since we meet up for dinner. been talking alot to her. she's been a good listener. thought after so long our relationship will drift but hopefully it didnt. i am such a cam-whore, took tons of photos with her. but lazy to post here. i'll just post some.. tmr is labour day! meaning no school.. gonna meet sharlene up as promised. oh yeah, i am looking forward to sunday... cause my classmate and i are gonna have some fun.. UK fair at bishan! taking a ride on the ferris wheel had always been my dream..cant wait for that to happen..gosh.kinda excited about it.. wow! guess i'll just push all the worries aside and have some fun! i pray that a will be able to eat XXL honey chicken there..yum.

gonna go take my pay later.. oh ya, i am gonna change job soon.peeps! any job intro me yea? if not i cant be able to survive on a 1 week work once kind of basis. cant survive..

this gonna be a short entry. tatas.

i wanna choose

IF I WERE TO CHOOSE
silly thoughts that can only happen in my dreams...

if i were to choose-

i would want to be a normal girl

have a normal family

no setbacks

no worries

sleep like no body's business

eat like theres no tomorrow

dream and never wake up

go where and whenever i like

lie on the beach and moontan

just let me drift let me drift let me drift.....

further and further and further...

can i?

sadded

SHATTERED
maybe sometimes we dont really know whats exactly happening..

i dont know what can i say now.. i thought today will just be any normal day after school.. i was walking home from the train station after 45mins of journey.. the intense pull of my muscle makes me unable to walk fast. its been such a long time since i do some running. i ransacked my bag to get my keys. i felt relieved, cause i am finally home again. a place where i can sleep and rest after a tired day at school..

as i got closer to the door something caught me by surprise, theres two pair of leather shoe outside my door and my door was left ajar. at that moment, all that come through my mind was who could it be? i take more steps closer and walk into my house..

i was shocked and heart broken. speechless..

my younger brother was in handcuffs. one officer was talking to my mother and the other looking through my brother cardboard...what the hell exactly happened? i thought everything was going on fine ever since my brother is in hostel. i thought he's improving, i thought he sort it all out that he determined to be a better person... the picture that i am in makes me totally disappointed and deceived.

all i could said was, ' what happened? why you do things over and over again. iu cant seems to get enough isit?!'

he replied, 'i've fallen into my friends trap'

how many times he said he's friends do this and that not him. he was innocent. how do iu expect me to believe? i had already accepted the fact that he is no longer living with us but in hostel and i am waiting for him to come back home and stay with us. is 1 year so hard to bear? i hold back my tears... do iu know how saddening it is for a sister to see his brother handcuffed? of all the things but HANDCUFFED.

i told him off dozen of times.. i dont want to give up on him. instead, he was the one who give up on himself. what can i say.. just pray hard and hope for better?

my heart hurts..

TWO DAYS NVR BLOG LA

-STUPID POSES WHILE WORKING
-AFTER WORK, SNAPPED BY JO.








I AM LEARNING
loneliness is becoming a part of me...

haven been blogging since sun..but today i am back home early so can blog before i go do all the laundries and have a nap.=D

monday and tuesday is my working day for weekdays.. so my schedule is tight, very tight okay! woke up at 6.20am go to school, after class go to work. reach home at 11pm, bathe, had late dinner and off to dreamland. i didnt even have enough sleep=( i cannot live without my sleep man.. gosh, theres so much things i cannot live without..=Xhees.

so finally. today is a nono working day.. wee~ stay at home stay at home stay at home... thats me.. so no life right? but i like... i am so preoccupied every week- school, work and grooming classes. guess its better this way.. i dont wanna waste time too..hees.

my pay day is near! yeah! i am so freaking broke, penniless.. due to the massive eating habits i have.. i can eat this and that and this and that. so my money from notes will slowly turn to coins.wahaha. i cant stand the temptation of food. its mouth-watering can?

gotta learn save some money. if not how to be rich...lols. see if this time round its not talk no actions.. or else i will be forever broke and thats bad..

thats all for now.. gotta munch on some snacks before i do my laundry.. hees..tatatas!






-ME, REACH HOME AFTER SCH.BORED

2nd day of class

LIVE THE LIFE YOUR WAY

so then, iu'll feel contented...

today is the second day of my grooming class. but its more of a stress than fun.. class started at 230pm today.. which mean that i can wake up late..hees. i pester daddy to send me there, as i am lazy to walk and the weather is so humid recently. -i am turning darker and darker day by day and that was the last thing i ever wanted='(-

before class, daddy bring me to queensway shopping center to get FBT shorts for my sports and wellness class. the school shorts so ugly =X hees. thanks to laopo help if not it will take forever to find the place. i keep walking round and round the place. i was like so anxious to find the shop can? if not i am going to be late for class and i dont want that to happen.

reach orchard at 2.15 and thanks god! i wasnt late.. class started not soon after and its so good to see the familiar faces as there are other girls around too. so i began chatting with Amy -shes from HK- cause shes more friendly. she was asking if i had prepared the 20 cut out poses from magazine and before we can talk the teacher ask us to stand up from our seats and revise on our footwork.zzz.

the footwork was okay. i practiced it at home so i was quite familiarize with it already. not long after. she start teaching us how to walk using our basics and alternates. everything go so fast and i was so confuse. i guess all of us was. as we were exchanging gazes here and there. the teacher didnt even spare a thought about whether we can catch up anot, she assume we should know how to. wth. we also not professional. i can see that shes kinda pissed as all of us was like so blur.. oh ya, there was 3 teacher who supervise us okay! of course we will feel stressed. somemore we have to take turns and walk infront of the 3 of 'em. stress can?

time really flies fast and we need to summarize the lesson with walking on our basics and alternates together. after that we have to do 4 poses before we can go back to our seats. so embarrassing!! all the eyes are on us. i dont even know what i am doing. so i just stand here and there.. it was a few seconds of hell for me!! my heels is nearly killing me man! oh gosh, i wonder whats gonna happen the next lesson.

met sharlene after class and we went to westmall and have sakae sushi. yummy! i was not even satisfied but due the limited amount of cash in my wallet i decide to put a stop to my eating. sharlene ate lesser plates than me but she was complaining about how full she was..zzzz...

called dad to pick me up after that.. hees. daddy have been driving me here and there today... lols. can save my fares too.. daddy brought me to taman jurong to have dinner before we go home...... i just had my fill and he wanted to go for dinner..dots. nevertheless, i accompanied him there and he ordered grilled fish i ate half of the fish without rice, it was superb too! i must say i am good at eating.wahaha~

need to prepare myself for bed soon.. schooling tmr... tatas!

school days

SEARCH YOUR SOUL
how true can iu be... i'm tired.

i have not been blogging recently..simply because i am lazy=X. holidays are over and that means a totally new beginning of the good school days. its only the fifth day of school and i started to realize tons of project are waiting for me.. its been a tiring week i can say.

okay. school.. i am now studying in ite central, bishan campus-thats what my principal says, so that my school sound nicer in a way- my school is a freaking strict + strict school. okay, i'll list down all the rules

1) every student must assemble at 8am for singing of national anthem and pledge taking before class starts.

2) student who are late for the assembly, will have to stay back for 1hr detention after sch.

3) black shoes are to be worn at all times in the campus.

4) strictly no skipping of lessons even for sports and wellness.

5) put back all the plates, bowl or cup in the respective place after having lunch.

6) students must wear full uniform at all times except you are having SW class. wth..

7) there will be projects on sports and wellness -.-"

ridicules rules right.. that means all my investment in school polo tees will go into the bin.. okay, theres more. . shant mention..

what really amazed me is that my class; they are a bunch of hardworking students even the ones who look like ah bengs or whatever are hardworking. its like, where else in ite do iu see this? even if teacher gives us a 15min break after lesson before the next lesson starts, all of us will proceed straight to the next classroom and wait for teacher to come.. hardly anyone will be late for class. OMG! i'm just making a big fuss can?

but..

i am happy. =) cause i will be influence and be motivated by them too. time pass really fast when i am in school. i am starting to like school more and more.. =D which is a good thing.. anyway i am anti-social in class. only talk to my one and only kaki, Cindy. she is my new friend! lols. we walk to school together, eat together, sit together even go to the toilet together can? hees.. i wonder if she didnt exist, which group of friend will i be with? maybe i will go solo..lols. aiya. my classmates are all crazy people even the girls man! but, at least they are the ones who brighten up your day with some silly jokes they have.

i got only 3 modules this semester.. computer application, business fundamental and tourism product and services. all very interesting modules. the teacher are entertaining too.

thats all for school..i need to take a nap now=)

school orientation

i swear i will nvr go under the hot sun again!!
unfolding the new chapters of my life.

what am i thinking

too much things just keep on surfacing on my mind.. what am i thinking?!

interview-modelling

DO IU WANT SOMETHING IN LIFE? GO FOR IT.
DONT LEAVE REGRETS

reach home early today! i drag my brother to accompany me to the forum shopping center for interview. feel kinda lonely before that.. cause i cant even find a single soul to accompany me.. thanked god, my brother was at home..=D took up the grooming class. i am required to bring i a pair of 3 inch heels and purchase beverly hills cosmetic set.which cost me a BOMB! but at least i can learn what i want. hees. cant wait to go for lessons already..

i brought my good brother to far east plaza to have chicken chop for lunch!! i was already craving for it in the morning..lols. after lunch we hurried to granny place as we promised to visit her and its like in the late afternoon already. moreover, he have to go all the way to pasir ris to get his 'beloved' hair cut after visiting granny. so its kinda rush for him. not in very good condition today. due to the night out ystd at mos. slept at 5 in the morning, woke up at 1030. so whenever i board the train i will fall into my deep sleep..hees. slack awhile at grand's place and left soon after. we didnt stay for long.

i always feel guilty when i think of my granny. shes now staying over at my aunts place. but always alone.. so ke lian right? i feel bad. cause whenever i have the time i will go out instead.. hmms, gotta spend more time with her whenever i am free..

went to mos with ben ystd. the moment we meet he cant stop bickering with me.zzz. like want to fight with me like that. lols. okay proceed to mos after eating at mac. i am freaking a lousy dancer and i gotta admit. shit. whos willing to teach me, free? lols. sharlene came over from momo with some of her kakis. i had fun with them, they are crazy people i can say. before that ben and i was like-BORED. think its better to ask more people along next time. cant wait to leave the place ystd! but i had fun.=)

PHOTO TIME!

they are busy feeding the fish

so engross!

see how big is that fish?

while waiting for the train

qian msg me today..hmms, she told me every single thing she feels about us. our friendship. she actually speak up. if its for me i'll just let it cease.. cause i dont know what to say, how to say to our friendship. bearing too much grudges, kept inside the both of us. i know we need a good talk. i am looking forward to it. we both agreed, we knew each other just too well.. i always feel that theres a barrier in between the both of us. no matter what it is. i am gonna think afresh, push all those past far behind me.

as i said: JIE MEI will always be JIE MEI- no matter how bad things turn out to be. the memories and all the hard times we been through tgt is not just nothing. it will always be something to look back to and feel blessed with. we are bonded. somehow. i can never forget when my relationship turns rocky and its YOU who are there who finish the walk with me. iu are always there. i know i give iu alot of troubles. pouring all my sorrows not sparing a thought for iu. but iu didnt complain. nothing have expressed how touched i was. cause even when my friendship turn soured. iu are still willing to be there to comfort me. no word can expressed the gratitude i have for iu.

now, we are gonna walk different paths. lead different lives. dont ever forget. to call me out when iu are free. just a little meet up once in a while is okay for me. remember, i will be there when iu needed me to be. no matter how late in the night it is. or how busy i am. i can swear i will make an effort to be there.. just for iu. no one else okay? so feel blessed can? new friend can be new. but old friends can never be replace even the new ones comes in. =) i do cherish this special friendship we have.. i love iu, my sister <3

dentist

ITS MY DAY

today is my off day again! went to the dentist early in the morning.. woke up at 10am. so darn tired as i slept at 4 ystd.. cant fall asleep can? met sharlene 11 at bukit batok interchange. as usual she was late. its been so long ever since we meet up..she used to be my secondary sch kakis always there for me and all...after so long she haven even change abit. still as violent -.- and that very straight forward attitude.

Fierce wor..i am bored!

we walk over to find the dental clinic at bb. the sun was scorching hot! i nearly melted.. as usual i will always ask my fren to rmb to bring an umbrella whenever we have a date or else i will keep complaining about the weather. =X i cannot stand the sun. sharlene and i have been walking round and round the area without seeing any dental clinic in sight. i was like wth.. keep asking people around where is block 313 like a foreigner who just came to singapore. i such a failure man! living in bb for like 18 yrs and cant even manage to find the block. i nearly had the urge to take cab to block 313. lame right? lols. so sharlene ask me to call the clinic up and i called. guess what.... its not freaking 313 its 213. zzzz. all thanks to me. reach the remote place called eastern dental surgery. i got my teeth polished and cleaned! its cheap too! the dentist is so gentle and all but i always have that phobia about going to the dentist. its like they will operate on your teeth with all sorts of tools and its so darn painful. so scary. but this time, nothing of that sort happens to me..not to say, its still abit painful..

paid and left the place with a satisfied smile..=D

sharlene is also going to the doctor too.. so i accompanied her to the clinic somewhere near her house.. she kinda pissed when we got there. due to the low class service the receptionist had. sat there and wait patiently for her turned. meanwhile...its time to play with my cam! i went in with sharlene as she taking jab and shes kinda scared.the dont know what jab called thyroid? its a jab needed when they work f&b line.. went in and the doctor greeted us with a big happy smile on his face...he didnt waste any single bit of time.. cause its a FULL medical checkup so theres loads of procedures iu know. so there he goes.. blood pressure. CHECKED. heart beat and lungs. CHECKED. stomach, throat, eyesight, height and weight. CHECKED CHECKED CHECKED!!!! the doctor is so darn humorous. we keep laughing throughout the whole procedure. cause hes actions are all so gay. =X opps. lols. okay.. the last part. JAB JAB JAB! OMG! i was afraid too. i swear i never ever wished to take a jab. i just feel uneasy and painful of course. we where all so nervous and scared but the doctor finally manage to calm her down..

we left the room and sharlene keep saying its painful. lols. even i feel painful for her..

take bus to far east to get shoes for school. we went to eat chicken chop rice with curry. its the one i have wanted to eat. its nice even sharlene says so... hees. thanks to my recommendation..

yummilious

its been so long since i blog so much. haas. thats all for now. tatas.

something meaningful

要遇上一个人只要一分钟的时间,

要喜欢上一个人只要一个钟的时间,

要爱上一个人只要一天的时间,

但要忘记一个人, 却要用上一生的时间…

Sweet lil' phone

i am not creative >.<

tempura sushi

yummy!

Berry crush from boost

work at vivocity today. 10am to 10pm.. 12hrs of work..bored like hell.. see the pics above? thats what i do to kill time. eat eat eat eat and drink. muhaha.. totally slack in the shop today.. spend all my money on food.. xiaoqian was working with me so we talk, eat, slack and sleep for awhile.. =X i nearly drool..zzz. time flies really fast. next week will be a new school semester.. wondering what will it be like.. new friends, new environment, new teacher and...new me! big fresh start..now i am gonna go through all this alone.. i am ready for the challenge!!! bring it on!

FAMILY<3

FAMILY DAY

1 dollar hotdog. super cheap and tasty!

this puppet is fun! i keep twisting and turning it=X

i hope i have a bed like this

nice right?

hees. went to IKEA today.. i had fun there.. i went to buy hotdog the moment i step in ikea. lols. i love to eat can? theres alot of cheap and affordable stuff there.. its creative too! i bought a laundry basket! lols -i was suppose to pay but dad foot the bill instead-.its white and nice! i nearly bought a pink computer chair. its 35 nia.. cheap right.. but daddy says dont waste money.. maybe i'll get it next month bah..hee. bro says its too GIRLY.. but i am a girl what.. hur.. thats all for now.. tatas. oh ya.. sad.. i want to eat bubble gum!!!

night life

new contact lenses

SHARON & I

SAKAE SUSHI

AROUND TOWN

waiting for train

vain

strawberry ice cream

tageshi tofu

unagi is my fave!
okay i am lazy to blog again. so this is gonna be a short entry. i went to bedok to meet sharon. bought magic black contact lens. hees. cant wait to wear them. we rush to cine as sharon wanted to watch Mr Bean. its and lame and hilarious show. lol. rate 7/10. we had our dinner at sake sushi. yumyum. food food and food. i cant live without eating man! lol. i can eat and eat non stop. provided if the food is nice. =D. we have been shopping aimlessly for nearly half a the day. bought all the junk home.. =X. my hard earn money gone like that.zzz. i will be going MOS & KBOX tmr! haas. cant wait.

when its time to party and have fun, enjoy to the fullest.