have you ever feel like dying?
i dont know why but i feel that most people do
maybe at certain phase of their lives where bad things happened
i remembered vividly,
theres a period of time where i really thought im at the point of near death
something horrible happened to me
im feeling the things that ive never thought it could had happened on me
back then, that was the lowest peak of my life
nobody knows or heard the calling
you never know how disheartening it is to feel so alone
alone in that little corner of this world where nobody knows what you are going through
the desperation to be discovered
its really sucky
really.
you will never know how wonderful it feels to know that theres someone there,
to pull you through
it maybe be just a simple word of concern.
but it really do make wonders.
at least now,
i know ive make it through..
nothing beats the setbacks that somehow or rather that mould me into who i am today
i maybe not be perfect now or maybe in the next coming 5 or 20 yrs
but at least someone better.somehow...

a hug say it all