misses?

sometimes iu dont really understand who iu really is.
if it wasnt me..

it just happen when i was listening to the random songs on my phone
when this particular song was playing.
it brought back all the emotions and memories
its sorrow. its pain. its a desire to overcome
i dont know how long more.
i was left alone to stare and think.
many many thoughts just keep on flashing through my mind.
uncontrollably.

will it or will it not?