PMS

PMS PMS..
UNLUCKY DAYS
I WONDER AND PONDER.

ii have not been blogging for quite sometime already.. where should ii start wors?

ehs..ii have not been attending school for three days.. maybe its because of my mood swing ii guess.. last tuesday ii had a scolding from Mrs Tay that completely spoilt my day. just because ii cant pass up my table because my damn disk got some problems.. and she said it as if ii use that as an excuse to delay me from passing up all the 5 tables. ii did do the tables okies, ii was so damn pissed off cos ii did make an effort to do it and she just denied the fact. the next thing was uncontrollable tears starts spilling out.. just hate it when ii cry.. and ii have to do the tables all over again on the spot and my tears just cant seems to stop.arghh! ii always cried when ii am scolded or when ii quarrelled with my love ones.. just hated all this cos it makes me feel so weak and helpless..


resulting to the next three days of absence from school cos ii just dont want to see her.. at least ii did make full use of the three days to adjust my feelings.. =) ii am feeling much better now already..


now in OIT class doing all microsoft excel.. have to type and type and type.. all these just doesnt seems to end.. so damn boring.. my mind is so empty wors..


anyway i'm gonna meet him later..hees.. at least ii got him to brighten up my days!=))


okies just heard from laopo that LX had been publishing her mutiply in the forum.. hais, why cant their dispute really end? all started because of J and ii guess someone should end all this..or else there will really be a neverending to it.. ii dont know if ii should call her bitch or whatever, ii am in no position to.. ii just dont understanding why both of them have been holding on tightly to something thats been really over.. ii thought LX wont do this kinda of underlying tactics to hurt qian.. but why cant they'll meet up and talk it out and just lead their own lives? and since J had qian why does he need to meet her up even knowing how much qian hated her.. ii cant seems to understand why.. ii am in no postion to judge who's right or wrong. guess i'll comment until here...

PS*LAOPO-dont think too much nars she's out to spite iu nia.. heck her kkaes..

PS*Dear-ii hope this kinda of things wont happen to us wors*PRAYING HARD!

ZHI AI NI <3