ALONE

ALONE ALONE
STARING IN THE BLANK
I MISS IU!!

now ii am alone in the access room wors.. so CREEPY!! qian used to be always with me when ii am here. but today ii was early for school..=)) cannot always be late for school what. think baobei also used to me getting up late for school already =X damn bad habit of mine.. sian! i'll be having a so call "job interview" by miss chin.. kinda scared wors.. have to answer all those lame questions..

saw laopo blog just now.. OMG!! sharon so damn good nors.. bought a dress for qian as her late bdae gift.. so envy sia! ii also want!!! i'm gonna pester her about mine too! so thickskinned right? haas..

hais.. wed we are having our face and dressing test. meaning ii have to wear formal on wed.. ii had actually thought of what to wear on that day.. but ms chin said we cant wear black and white wors.. thinking of what to wear is really a pain in my neck man! still have to match marhs.. oh ya, ii still have to buy covered heels.. just dont understand why cant we wear our normal heels.. so that ii wont have to waste so much money to buy this and that..it will really cost a bomb in my wallet.. ii really kinda broke now..so how am ii going to get the money to buy the clothes and shoes.. arghhs! dont wanna think about it..


hmms, just saw bell's bf.. kinda miss her sia.. cos whenever qian is not around in school she will always be there to accompany me one.. she's good at crapping and making me laugh..lols! I MISS IU I! MISS IU! I MISS IU!!!!! do iu miss me? lols. also dont know what am ii thinking.....

ystd went to watch COLIC with baobei.. but baobei says she dont understand what the movie is talking about.. hmms, at least ii kinda know what it's about.. the baby's mother is so damn brave nors.. she willing to go against the odds and sacrifice herself for her child.. thats how great mother love is.. but its a pity that her best friend and her mom-in-law died...anyway its a good show..thumbs up!


-PS. baobei, the popcorn is so damn SWEET! lols.




MY BDAE IS COMING OMG! CANT WAIT WORS..

SORRIE, I LOVE IU..

PICS

oh ya there's some photos ii should had update long ago.. here it is.. =)

ON LAOPO BDAE CELEBRATION AT CAFE CARTEL

LAOPO CUTTING CAKE!

HER FRUIT CAKE

PRESENT FOR HER ..

I TIE IT MYSELF HEES!

some others photos...

ME!!

TOOK IT WHEN HE WAS FAST ASLEEP ON THE WAY TO WOODLANDS!

THATS ALL! TATAS!

PMS

PMS PMS..
UNLUCKY DAYS
I WONDER AND PONDER.

ii have not been blogging for quite sometime already.. where should ii start wors?

ehs..ii have not been attending school for three days.. maybe its because of my mood swing ii guess.. last tuesday ii had a scolding from Mrs Tay that completely spoilt my day. just because ii cant pass up my table because my damn disk got some problems.. and she said it as if ii use that as an excuse to delay me from passing up all the 5 tables. ii did do the tables okies, ii was so damn pissed off cos ii did make an effort to do it and she just denied the fact. the next thing was uncontrollable tears starts spilling out.. just hate it when ii cry.. and ii have to do the tables all over again on the spot and my tears just cant seems to stop.arghh! ii always cried when ii am scolded or when ii quarrelled with my love ones.. just hated all this cos it makes me feel so weak and helpless..


resulting to the next three days of absence from school cos ii just dont want to see her.. at least ii did make full use of the three days to adjust my feelings.. =) ii am feeling much better now already..


now in OIT class doing all microsoft excel.. have to type and type and type.. all these just doesnt seems to end.. so damn boring.. my mind is so empty wors..


anyway i'm gonna meet him later..hees.. at least ii got him to brighten up my days!=))


okies just heard from laopo that LX had been publishing her mutiply in the forum.. hais, why cant their dispute really end? all started because of J and ii guess someone should end all this..or else there will really be a neverending to it.. ii dont know if ii should call her bitch or whatever, ii am in no position to.. ii just dont understanding why both of them have been holding on tightly to something thats been really over.. ii thought LX wont do this kinda of underlying tactics to hurt qian.. but why cant they'll meet up and talk it out and just lead their own lives? and since J had qian why does he need to meet her up even knowing how much qian hated her.. ii cant seems to understand why.. ii am in no postion to judge who's right or wrong. guess i'll comment until here...

PS*LAOPO-dont think too much nars she's out to spite iu nia.. heck her kkaes..

PS*Dear-ii hope this kinda of things wont happen to us wors*PRAYING HARD!

ZHI AI NI <3

BUZZ OF STRANGERS!!

BUZZ OFF STRANGERS!!
LEAVE MY BLOG ALONE!!!
I AINT KIND*
okies, ii dont know how should ii start but ii am treating this matter VERY SERIOUSLY! ii dont understand who the hell came to view my blog and tagged at my tag board using MY NAME! and sprouting all sorts of nonsense about my friend. this isnt funny at all! imagine other people came to your blog and started abusing the ability to view YOUR blog. how does it feel? and ii can tell iu you wont feel good. so ii hope this kinda things wont ever happen again. if this still continues ii will do something about it and ii can swear iu wont be able to log on my blog EVER AGAIN..

ii just can understand why people like to do this kinda thing.. ii thought ii wont be the one to get it but in the end i'm still affected..WTH.. my laopo was affected by it previously but not anymore.. do iu really hate that person so SO DAMN much to do this kinda things? do iu want to know how ii think about it? VERY VERY CHILDISH! if iu really hate him and think that he is a torn on your flesh then go over his blog and tell him who iu are and how much iu hated him. why using others people name? if iu think this is gonna affect our friendship then, iu are wrong. i hope 'iu' can put yourself in my shoes and think about it.. if iu still think that iu're right then, ii shall not comment more..

hmms, after saying all this ii feel much better.. just want to speak up my mind cos iu wont feel any better bottling it up..


my baobeii phone is sent for servicing and it causes alot of inconvenice.. but its okies cos as long as iu got the xin* with or without a phone doesnt really make a very big difference. just met him just now before my school as he was not schooling today and also ii was late for my school so ii went to meet him first instead.haas.. seeing him is never enough.. even when ii see him ii still missed him.. and the bad part was when we part ii will miss him more badly...ii will...

`miss his hugs

`miss his smile

`miss him watching me

`miss him sayang-ing me

and loads and load more..hopes he feel the same way too.=)


sian have to attend OIT class later and tolerate 5 hours of work.. although its not that tiring but its the amount of time ii have to exchange for the price=25bucks only. though it isnt a big amount but when iu add it up 25bucks really make a difference..

saw laopo photo album today so sweet nors she paste all the photos with her laogong.. ii also want! haas.. as ii was busy seeing all the photos she has on her album on the journey to school we missed our stop.. missing the stop is not that bad but it was the rain that spoil everything..arghhs.. we have to walk all the way back to school.. baobeii even help me to straighten my messy hair using the straightener just now but the rain spoilt the whole thing.. dont want to talk about it anymore.. so ke xi.. cos its like in a million millions years he ever do this.. so much cherish. but all thanks to the damn rain..

sian, zhongyi still dont believe the tagg thingy isnt me who did it.. hate to convince people but ii even hated me, being misunderstood.

guess ii end here then..the self access room is freezing cold for me to go on..lols

WO AI NI ! ! !

MIN

LATE
I'M ALWAYS LATE.

now having Mrs Tay OIT class and i'm secretly updating my blog.. hopes* she doesnt catch me!! LOLS! feel so scary sia.. like i'm doing something bad like that..

ii was late for school again..slept at 1.30 am as ii was watching princess hour with my bro.since i'm not in the sleeping mood.. so we started watching from 10pm straight to 1.30am.lols ii just cant stand the temptation sia.. ii still intend to continue watching as ii wanted to know what was the ending like..but my big bro insist on sleep as we both have to wake up early for school tmr..

ii woke up at 7 initially cos ii had a bad dream.. ii forgot what the whole dream was about but all ii know was ii was bitten by a huge snake and the next moment ii was awake by shock.. still rmb how the blood flow out from my toe it was damn bloody.. ii dont wanna talk more cos the big snake attack me more then once..it scares the hell out of me!!

reached school at 10.05am for the Giordano scholarship.. hmms going home soon so i'll stop here then..

anyway ii am going to see him real soon! haas!


loving him!

MISSES*
I WANT TO BE THERE
THERE WHERE YOUR HEART
WANTS ME TO BE..

ii am missing him already. though we just met ystd night... but time is never enough for us. cos ii still have to go home and so does he. how ii wish for forever.. i'm really sorrie for neglecting your feeling ystd..sometimes ii will do the things where ii want it to be and yet forget about iu.ii am glad that iu told me abt it rather then keeping to yourself.. at least iu didnt keep it to yourself.. but ii hate it when iu say something and yet stopped halfway.. ii will think alot.. really.. rmb we promised to say and clarify things whenever we have doubts dont we?... hope this wont change.. maybe iu have your reasons.. ii will respect your decision. cause we both dont want to lose each other..right?



ii am going give him a surprise today.. not really a surprise..hees.. secret!hees..



seeing him smilingly happily makes me feel contented and happy..especially when ii make an effort to do something and he appreciate it..cant wait for my birthday man! sure gonna have loadsa fun together..ii was late for school today..instead of laopo being late..OMG! this is real bad..gotta change CHANGE!!! or else my attendance percentage will drop again.. resulting to seeing MRS Tay again, she will scream at me for sure. whenever she talk to me ii just kinda feel the pressure she has on me.. like a monster who's going to eat me up! damn scary sia..dont even dare to think of it..hais.


i'm down with a flu again.. hell.. wondering when it ever leaves me..so torturing..cant even have a proper sleep at night..today's weather is so cold.. ii nearly have my jacket on most of the time. cant imagine why laopo still complain that she's hot..she even went to CO-OP just for the air con.. lame right..lols..i'm thinking when will he finally blog sia.. no entry, nothing at all.. hmms. link him also no use one cos it will be a miracle if he ever blogs.. cause he dont even know..will teach him when the both of us have the time ii guess. but this day dont even seems to come..ii wish, i WIsh and ii WISH...

60more mins and i'll be out of school already..didnt even touch on the project.. only my LAOPO doing.. so SO HARDWORKING SIA!

PRAISE !!!

PRAISE!LOLS..

i'm ending here.. cos ii gotta be hardworking also!haas..



love love him =)) min-sen

kBox Day

ii was late for school today.. as my bro was watching vcd -princess hour- in the middle of the night ystd. ii can even hear the conversation loud and clear.so damn disturbing..nvm.. the worse part is me, sleeping with a blocked nose and a slight sore throat..its like so uneasy and xin ku.. ii can only breathe with my mouth.. that's why ii cant wake up in the morning for school.. qian was early today so she called me up and tell her ii will be late. sometimes its very frustrating to wake up without sufficient sleep. ii will lose my temper easily and ii will get very emotional.. VERY.. so stay FAR FAR away from me when ii didnt sleep well.. if anyone provokes me i'll KILL 'em!! lols..hard to say..hehe.

my big brother woke me up. he keep buzzing beside me calling me to wake up just because of his hair.. lame right.. ii was so damn fareup ii even scolded him thinking that i'll drove him off but after awhile iu guess what happen? he came back to the room and started the whole thing again.. ii didnt even have the mood already by then.. so ii woke up reluctantly.. hell him....

reach school around ten plus although my lesson ends at 11am.. furthermore, ii have 4hrs of break today..ii was suppose to have push cart duties today but it was cancelled so we went to kbox instead.. not the two of us its three...tynie came along too.. lols first time go kbox with malay sia.. cause we'll always sing chinese.. thought she'll feel left out after that.. but it was fun! ii ask her to choose all the english songs to sing.. funny sia.. first time go kbox sing all sorts of english songs.. serious speaking ii enjoyed myself.. though my voice dont sound so nice due to the stupid block nose of mine.. the price is also afforable at 11 plus .. also to add on the lunch bento set was satisfying and it tastes good compared to the last time ii went with qian at lunch hour the food was like under expectation meaning=WORSE!

Mrs Tay didnt come today so we were left alone to do our project.. first time see qian so engross in doing project sia.. if only she is serious in school stuff all the time..ii wish. its a good improvement wors.. not bad not bad...haas. and here am ii blogging..

i'll be meeting him later!! yay! suppose to give him a surprise today to accompany him for dinner one..but since he is going to bbdc as he has to acc Martin to go there for his bike lesson..Bully him sia..which is around my house area. then there's isnt a need for that already.. today no need to work.. so happy.. can slack at home also..lols.miss him sia.. few more hours to go before seeing him.. so i'll take a nap first..hees..

shall blogg next time =))


love love him <3 min

REVIEW OF LAST WEEK

hmms i'm in school now.. suppose to be ms chin lessons now but she was not in school today as she went for course..ii was damn early for school today.. reach school at 8.10am although ii was already late but i've not been able to reach school that early ever since my sept semester start.haas. hope i'll keep it like this for now..


ii had a great week last week.. busy celebrating my laopo bdae and being with him! its our 1mth 2 days back. although its not like being tgt for a very long time but its a new start for both of us.i'm really grateful that he was very understanding and extremly sweet to me all this while. hopes* we can always be like this..=)) and ii really hope he feel the same way too..


ii went to wildwildwet with him, qian and her laogong last sat.. the concept is actually quite similar to jurong swimming complex but it was much more fun with the additional stuff like the U slide that makes me scream like hell when ii partner with qian. for others was like normal nors...we went for shower at 6plus ii guess. after that we went to lau par sat for dinner.. its was a very satisfying one! with sambal stingray, sambal sotong, sambal kangkong, fried prawn balls and hotplate beancurd. also not to miss out.. satay! ended up with a bloated stomach and ii hardly can walk!lols..


*sorrie to let laopo wait for us wors*


the most impt day was on thurs cos ii can finally get to see him after 5 days! as i've been busy. working, studying and celebrating qian bdae.there was a heavy downpour on that day which nearly spoil my mood on going out.. -ii was smelling nice and fresh went ii was outside my door but not long after ii was nearly drenched in the rain on my way to the bustop.. the rain was too heavy although ii was using an ambrella.. finally met him whan ii board 188 as ii was suppose to go to woodlands to service my phone but the bad part was ii forgot my warranty card! STUPID ME! but at least he bought a cute piglet bolster for qian..then we went to MS to celebrate his so called bestfriend bdae.. althought the atmosphere was quite awakard cos ii feel so out of place, further more his fren gf all wear until very retro only me wear normal meang=spaghetti strap with skirt like ii was from outer space sia.dont mention lers. xie xie him for being with me all that while..=))

work ystd without my phone so it was like something missing nors..cos nn msg him and cant listen to my music.. ii really cant imagine myself without a phone man!. it was like without some organs inside of me. too impt to miss out.. also ii must thank him for bringing my phone to my hse.. gtg lers..



<3 minmin love love him! <3