no title in mind

hmms have not been updating my blog for so long..

shall summarize..

erms, ii have been slacking, working cum shopping-provided if ii have the money- this is what ii have been doing..

ii guess when ii get my pay tmr ii will have loads of plans already. ii want to go malaysia! most imptly.. mostly will be next month my LAOPO BDAE MONTH ! ! one good thing is that ii can buy loads of nice tops or anything for my laopo bdae! which wont cause me much and furthermore ii can gat loads of things.

thinking about what to buy for her bdae present really crack my brains cos............

ii want it to be special! hees.

kinda pity when my laopo is not around with me when ii go malaysia cause she will always give me good opinions and shop like nobody's business!

ii want to earn more and save more!!!

oh ya! ii have been a great granddaughter this week.. cause ii was accompanying my grandmother for these few days...really kinda miss her presence when ii am at home..

guess ii will stop here then.

nothing special..

[STUDY WEEK!!]

didnt really did much today..

ii was late for school AGAIN. wonder when can ii stop this bad habit of mine.

woke up at nine today cause SOMEONE didnt call me!! =(

ks lorhs say want to wake me up also never... sigh..

before school ii went over to anns place cause she wanted to borrow my heels.

after that meet qian before school so we can go school together..

hmms boring day today..

my big brother dont have to attend school today because of his upcoming exams next week that is same as mine..

but she to have two days off!!! yet ii cant =(

STUPID SCHOOL!!

should have gave us few days off so that ii will be able to study myself. just dont know why when ii am in school ii dont even have the slightest mood to study.. but ii have the mood for SLEEPING ! ! LOLS!

zhong yi ask me to tag at his blog as SOMEONE by the name of Ash critise zy at his blog. WTH!! ii dont understand why people like to do this kinda things so LAME!! hmms.. whatever it is its none of my business.. but ii hopes* no one will disturb me!! or else ii will give him/her HELL!!

just hate all this stupid acts..

ending here..*miss iu

UNTITLED

hmms, alot of things had been happening around me and my friend recently and make me stopped and think about all this.

BGR

all the examples around me makes me feel so much disappointed in all of this.. GUYS what makes them having the authority to hurt girls over and over again. ii thought GUYS CHANGE but in the fact they DONT.

take my ex for example. he has been letting me down times and times again and again.. say ii will change this and that making promises. EMPTY PROMISES ii mean. but after all this when we had already broke up of quite long he came back to my life saying that he's a CHANGED PERSON. ii nearly trusted him. cause he became very caring towards me crying in front of me saying that he missed the days we had.

ii make a stand saying ii wont WONT give him a chance but deep inside my heart ii felt consoled, as he had changed but yet, YET...

after sometimes, ii found out from others what he did and all meaning infront of other girls he sweet talk and all but infont of me he look so PITYFUL ii thought he repent and decided to be better but all this changed my mind about GUYS.

COLD BLOODED CREATURES!!

not everyone knew what actually he did to me when we were together how MUCH HURT and PAIN he had cause but yet ii still patch back once and once again with him. maybe LOVE IS BLIND. now, when ii looked back at the times how SILLY, STUPID AND FOOLISH ii was. ii regretted all that ii've done ii shouldnt have been so SO soft hearted!

this incident changed me. TOTALLY. the big impact that this incident caused me makes me becomes another person,.and ii did learn alot.

now.. ii had met another person. someone that makes me stop and hesitate whether should ii changed my conception because of him.

he's just someone ii think out of 100 hundred guys he's the only good one.. he's different from all of them. he stands out.. he makes me willing to change, but ii still have my doubts my worries but ii trust he wont disappoints me. one of my close guy friend told me he's not good cause the nature of a guy is bad and it will really be a miracle if he's good.

but ii chose to trust my heart...


went to anns house ystd.. as she herself also had some problems between her guy.. ii thought this guy will treat her well. but never did ii expect another disappointment. in the beginning he treated anns like an princess buys ring, roses anything just to make anns happy.. after some time, everything changed.. he dont meet her often giving her all sorts of excuses.. sigh.. ii really wdont know what to say but ii told anns that if he's heart is not there what the use of continuing the reltationship pointless right?

but as iu know LOVE IS BLIND.

but last time when anns broke off with her guys she always take it as nothing had happen but right after sly, everything changed.. all girls wants to be loved right? its their nature..

so ii accompanied her at her place and had dinner there.. ii was so tired and ii fall asleep on her bed not long after... woke up at 9 plus and ii was suppose to go back home and change and acc qian to eat as ii promised her.. but its getting very late and we both had school tmr, ii know she's kinda disappointed and all i've to say is I'M SORRY LAOPO!!.. anns even tempt me when she's smoking but ii least i'm able to stand the temptation although it was really temptating!! love changes people ii guess.

when home after ii pass cig to anns cause she wants to smoke and i've no choice but to ask weiqiang for it.. since he stays near. met him downstairs anns hse sat for like 10mins and ii went back. nothing to talk much anyway... but he is damn SKINNY!!

before ii go home ii stop by at ks hse and leave a lollipop for him.. hees!

he likes cola flavour!!

went home and had my second dinner!! it was fabulous! MUMMY'S COOKING IS THE BEST ! ! LOVE HER TO BITS ! went to sleep right after my meal cause they say ii can gain fat doing that..

my target is to gain 4kg by this year and i'll maintain.. hopes* ii can.. cause ii dont want people to call me BAMBOO!! =( SOBS..

thats all for today.. tata..

EXAMS COMING!!!=(

hmms. didnt have the chance to blog since...

exams is coming. just next week only.. hmms, wonder how can ii cope with work and exams. but ii got no choice cause ii want to earn more money!!!hees.. so ii can save more, shop more, enjoy more!! haas.. girls are like that ii guess.. that includes me!



[LAST THURSDAY]

once ii got my pay last thursday.. qian and me went straight to marina sq and shop.. cant wait already!! most of the clothes are all my type.. but before we are suppose to go for dinner we stop by blossom.. and we got stuck in the shop for nearly half an hour ii guess.. trying on this and that.. as qian was not in a good mood she was in a very good mood for shopping-spurging- in the end we left the shop with two big bags.. ii bought one heels and two tops wherelse qian bought three tops and two heels!! a lot more than me.. she nearly spend half of her pay her..

after that we went to thai express to have our dinner!! we ended up very full!! and that cost us 30 over dollars..




[LAST FRIDAY]

the very next day -friday- which was teacher's day.. met qian at westmall in the afternoon as we are meeting zhongyi and malcolm for lunch before we go for pool at bukit timah pool factor.. ii bought another heels at mad and a cute small white plain bag. it was cute!! haas.. guess ii dont have much to save for the month..

on that day we play pool for about 7 hours ii guess.. but my skills are still as bad!! lose to malcolm =( he was quite good at it.. qiian aiming was good too!! as for zhong yi, he gotta improve more before he can beat the three of us! LOLS.ii was DEAD BEAT on that day!!!
ks asked me to accompany him to pasir ris to attend his fren birthday party -ii was OVER THE MOON!!- can even cancel my date with suzhen because of it but he last minute msg me saying ii better dont go cause he scare the guys there will disturb me.. quite disappointed but at least he intent to... so my date with susan is not cancelled!

suppose to meet anns as ii promised her to, but ii was just too tired too..

felt quite guilty when ii didnt go over her place..i'm SO BAD!

hopes* she will understand.

the very minute ii reached home suzhen called me, asked me whether ii want to go chiong with jai hui and her anot.. ii was quite tempted. but ii turn her now cause the thought of taking cab (so ex!) after the whole thing changed my mind. since i'm tired might as well have a good night sleep! hees..




[LAST SATURADY]

actually had plans to go bugis with suzhen one.. but she had a sever hangover the night before so we cancelled our bugis plans and decided to meet up in the evening for dinner and movies..

and ii can also make use of the whole afternoon to finish up my reflection journal about the bazzar, although ii wake up very early in the morning to do it about nine plus.. while msging ks.hees.. as he have to go for his practical and theory driving lessons..

meet suzhen and had kfc for dinner..

she wanted to watch ghost game but ii wanted to watch devil wears parda.
-cause qian sure wont watch with me one.. cause she's saving money-
we went to the cinema and check the time slots and whether ghost game is showing at the cinema but it was not. YEAH! ii can watch my movie instead. it was a good movie really enjoyed it. ii can even watch it again for ten over times if someone is willing to fork out the money. haas. bleahs!




[LAST SUNDAY]

ii told a white lie to my manager saying ii am not feeling well so cant work on that day.. so bad of me right? hees.. instead ii went to town with qian.. as she was not meeting joseph on that day.. bought a top for 30 over dollars.. its was nice!

met ks at night with qian cause they live in the same block.. but something happened.. it was bad.. but since its already been resolved so ii shall not comment.. but ii am really happie about it.. but that was the very first time ii met him cause the last two time was not counted as we're not friends yet.





[YSTD]

hmms, did something special for him and hopes* he will be as sweet as the lollipop!wahaha..

gotta go for my lunch already..tata.