wake up at 7am todae to prepare for school, having program at Dover ite.. moii big bro wake miie up pestering miie to style his hair on the back of his head as he cannt reali see properly. as usual. dragged moiself out of da bed although ii slept at 10pm ystd... when ii was abt to go out at 7.40am (alreadi late) qian msg miie telling mie she's not goin, so change of plans. decided to go here place to finish up on moii sbm project and here ii am.. blogging..hees. didnt meet him ystd.. although ii reach homme quite earli cos i've a splitting headaches even now.. Mrs Tay wanted to see moii parent next week cos i've been skippin lessons.. still haven tell moii mom abt it.. she sure sae she got loads of things to do at hmme and ask miie to approach moii dad and moii dad will sure sae 'i'm busy, ask ur mom to acc iiu' aniwae even moii mom is goin it wont be of any use.. -go for the sake of goin. she dunn care anyway.. now ii am usin the com and there meiqian ish sound asleep.. so pig rite? lols.. hmms wad did she do last nite wen joseph came? lols.. pardon miie!! suddenly kinda miss alot of people.. miss the times we have tgt.. but we all have our own lives now.. dunn even have time for each other wors.. ["ii miss iu all loads!*]
hmms. haven been updating moi blog for veri lonng.. been feeling real bored recently in everything i do... dunn reali knoe wad's gotten into miie.. just quarrel wibb moii mom few days back becos of moii cousin, she just kept on nagging and complain to miie even when i'm slppin.. got so fareup and i go haywire the quarrel ended wen ii broke down and cry on moii bed...ii feel so so alone at that time, ii wann to find someone to talk to, someone who would console miie. ii knoe ii am silly cos ii knoe he will be fast asleep..
ii suddenly remembered wad happen wen ii quarrel with moii mom or when ii feel so unlucky in the past.. he's (L) was there for miie. ALWAYS` but ii knoe he will no longer be. and i am not goin to let it happen... frankly speakin, ii do miss him sometimes.. wen ii got reminded by memories of the past.. ii just need a longer time to get over him ii guess. ii send a message to moii boyfriend telling him how fcuked up ii was when ii quarrelled wit moii mom even though ii knoe he's fast asleep.. but two days ltr moii mom and ii start talkin again and this also tells miie that ii dunn nidd to stay out to aviod her.
Been veri broked ever since the start of sch... dunn even knoe where moii money has gone to.. as moii dad had alreadi gave miie moii allowance of this month.. hais, broke broke broke... need to wait for this sat to get moii pay.. hees.. ii had alreadi plan wadd am ii goin to do with the money-$250 pay moii outstanding bills that i've drag since last yr. $50-the money that i've borrowed from moii mom and the rest of the money is to pamper moiself for a shopping spree..
went out with qiann ystd. cos we had plan to watch a movie -hoodwinkled- so ii dunn get to see moii deardear. went ii told dear that ii am not gonna acc him ystd but ii will be meetin him awhile at westmall since i am watching movie there.. but he seems not happen abt the idea.. nearly quarrelled with him over this.. ii wan moii space and ii hopes he can inderstand miie.. everything was fine wen ii met him. but ii called him wen ii reach home he starts saying all those wrds that ii dunn like..ii reali dunn wann quarrel.. all ii hear was silent on the other end of the phone.. we ended our talk not long.. [`wadever it is ii still dunn wann gib up.]
