new contact lenses

SHARON & I

SAKAE SUSHI

AROUND TOWN

waiting for train

vain

strawberry ice cream

tageshi tofu

unagi is my fave!
okay i am lazy to blog again. so this is gonna be a short entry. i went to bedok to meet sharon. bought magic black contact lens. hees. cant wait to wear them. we rush to cine as sharon wanted to watch Mr Bean. its and lame and hilarious show. lol. rate 7/10. we had our dinner at sake sushi. yumyum. food food and food. i cant live without eating man! lol. i can eat and eat non stop. provided if the food is nice. =D. we have been shopping aimlessly for nearly half a the day. bought all the junk home.. =X. my hard earn money gone like that.zzz. i will be going MOS & KBOX tmr! haas. cant wait.

when its time to party and have fun, enjoy to the fullest.

(there's gonna be)more to life

(there's gonna be)More to life

i've got it all.but i feel so deprived
i go up.i come down but i am emptier inside
tell me what is this thing that i feel like i'm missing
and why cant i let go

there's gonna be more to life...
than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
cause the more that i'm...
tripping out thinking there's must be more to life
well its life, but i'm sure... there's gonna be more
then wanting more

i've got the time and i'm wasting it slowly
here in this moment i am halfway out the door
onto the next thing.i'm searching for something thats missing

there's gonna be more to life...
than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
cause the more that i'm...
tripping out thinking there's must be more to life
well its life, but i'm sure... there's gonna be more
then wanting more

than wanting on something other than this
why am i feelin like something i've missed...
always....always.

there's gonna be more to life...
than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
cause the more that i'm...
tripping out thinking there's must be more to life
well its life, but i'm sure... there's gonna be more
then wanting more

besties

MY DAY AT VIVOCITY - BEN & JERRY ICE CREAM YUMMY! SHARON.JU

let the photo do the talking

-JU & MY SILLY JO- WE CAN ROCK THE TOWN!
LET THE PHOTO DO THE TALKING..I AM LAZY TODAY












why do i have to see what i shouldnt see... my heart still beats fast.so fast that i can hardly contain myself any longer.. looking up to the clear blue skies, i took a deep breath. seeking for the kind of tranquility i ease them all..
time. time is all i ever need.

pop iu go..

pop and there iu go out of my life.

OFF DAYS

today is my off day! woke up at 1140am today. as i need to go over to bishan ite for my registration.. sigh. i am afraid i cant go school on time when school starts. Bishan. so damn far. am i able to withstand all this? i must not give up on the things i wanted . my cousin and i took quite sometime to find the college. omg! we were under the hot sun. so darn humid. i should i have bring an umbrella..=(. when i reach the school, i was sweating all over...lols. my cousin was complaining about the weather-makes her skin so sticky. zzz... bought uniform and left that place..

feel so hungry for food when i reach junction 8. i am a big eater x). i can eat and eat nonstop.. wahaha. saw a jumper at J8 it cost 25.80 after 30% discount, so cheap right? the sad thing was, they dont have my size. blame myself for being too skinny. even i cant stand myself. i need to gain some weight!! = eat more and more and more.. hee..

my cousin and i went to bugis to collect her pay after 1 hr of slacking at J8. nothing much to shop. so boring~ so we left and met her guy up at bugis. omg! bugis bugis bugis! i cant stand the temptation of clothes, shoes and bags. i really hated myself at times. i cant control. in the end i bought shoes and jeans. zzz. thats the 3rd pair of jeans i bought this month. here some pics..




i got the shoes just before i leave bugis. i have been thinking for nearly 20 mins in the shop whether i should buy it anot.. so embarrassing.. after some struggles i decided to get it. 40 bucks gone like that= 2 pairs of heel i can get in bugis. i am seriously BROKE! BIG BIG HOLE IN MY WALLET.

PICS WITH SHARON

[FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE]

working day with sharon

its work again today~
my partner was sharon! woohoo~ i love working with her. cause she will always be the one who entertain me, crap with me and do all those crazy stuff with me. she is one of the best partner i have and i appreciated her. today was not even considered as a working day for me. we had make-up session early in the morning. since we got nothing much to do.

she's the make-up artist for the day. which means i will be pampered. haas. love being pampered. i like being treated as a kid at times. being a kid means people will care more about iu and pamper iu more... haas. the feeling is so different. but its kinda embarrassing making up in the shop. cause people will tend to look in the shop and all.. we had some photo-taking after that.. OMG!! i am so vain. wahhaha.. cant help. I AM A GIRL~ we took alot of stupid pics.. so we were crapping, slacking and having fun for the whole day.

didnt really have any plans after work.. so planned to go home straight instead. but in the end sharon and i head down to marina sq and have ice cream!! AZABU SOBU ice cream was YUMMY!!! we share two scoop in a cone together, so sweet right? [blueberrystrawberry and banana chocolate] i am sure i will go back for more!!! we took pictures again...lols. *even she cant stand me*

after ice-cream we went to TOPSHOP. i want to get the plain tops there. the moment i step in i saw kong long! the guy who work at NUM previously. we were so stunned even he himself kept looking at us. i feel so weird with him around man! just dont know why. in the end i didnt buy the top i wanted.zzz. guess i'll go get the stuff when i get my pay next month. X)

after 1hr of loitering around marina sq. we decided to go home.. cant bear to part with her. cause whenever i am with her. she never fails to brighten up my mood. she's always the one who cheers me up. maybe its partly because of her happy-go-lucky character i guess. okay. i am still looking forward to the next working day with her...=)

reach home at 8.25pm. my daddy was home! he coming home more and more often. yeah! i love him so so much. hes a best daddy ever, although he doesnt show it out. somehow i feel that he cares about me and the family. i still remember when i told him i needed a book shelf to place my books yesterday. he just answered me 'dont need lahs. waste money'. but that very night when i came home from work. i saw a new book shelf. i smiled to myself. simply because... he loves me..

work today

have you ever wonder how it feels when its all over. wonder how it feel when you just have to start anew. never knowing, where you're going. when you face a brand new day. it used to be that way. now i just close my eyes and say..
i just wanna breathe again. learn to face the joy and pain. discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more. i just wanna face the day. forget about the wars of yesterday. maybe if i hope a little, try a little more. i'll breathe again..

whenever i hear about iu my heart still ache. its like a needle piercing through my heart. i hardly even catch my breath. how long more..to ease this pain. i still want to know abt iu. your life. wound will heal. but a scar will always be a scar. i can only keep all those feelings deep deep inside the corner of my heart. when its time to move on, i will. there sure gonna be some struggles. all i need is a walk at the beach. feel myself with the breeze, listen to the sound of the waves. think thoroughly, basically every single thing that bothers me. thats when i know... theres a new beginning waiting for me..

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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PICS

meme

smile X)

we had strawberry with aloe vera, guava aloe vera and mango pudding

thats mine!!! YUMYUM

in our stomach!

i am having fun

wee~ me again

us us

nice lighting

whose hand is that??guess

guess which high class restaurant we at?wahha

outing day!!!

hmms.. today is a good day for me.. haas. cause it has been a long time since i ever go out for a breather. the past three off day i have been staying at home playing maple. maple, maple and still maple.. so boring right.. i woke up at 10 am today..zzzz. only 5 and half hrs of sleep... so little right. but i have gotta go toa payoh and check the courses SIRS is offering. sigh. my boss have been talking me out. he tell me no use of studying higher nitec and its a waste of time. but he is a very nice person. he tell me what are the other alternative i can choose.

reach toa payoh around 12. so i went straight to the toa payoh hub to check the institude out. the place so big. so hard to find so i called my manager for help. while waiting for her to call me back. huixian and i decided to have lunch instead. we had lor mee and rojak. not bad afterall. then i went straight to toa payoh hub again. found the place but its a wasted trip. sigh. thought i can take this opportunity to further study retail. the course is more applicable for working adult and its not advisable for me to take the course as they are afraid i wont be able to fit in easily but, i can still fill up the application form and go for the interview. guess i just have to continue studying in higher nitec.. cos i dont think i have enough commitment and discipline to retake my Os. i am so scare i will take another wrong step..

after the whole thing my cousin and i meet ben at PS. he thought of getting a new job. lols. have to let him wait 15 mins for me... meet him, went to cathy adidas and ask for vacancy but in the end they ask us to go to the headquarter..zzz. took a bus to town. to accompany ben to shop for present. omg! first time in my life i cant find a proper present that meet my requirements. we are on the verge of giving up. first time i find accessories so hard to choose.. but thank god. the three of us set our eyes on the same thing. its a gold necklace with star. quite nice. hope she likes it. hee.. after that we went for desserts. so satisfying and yummy!!! i'll post the pics later...haa. i am so glad my cousin and ben click well. so afraid they wont talk and all. later i have to entertain the two of them.. but we had fun!

after ben left. my cousin and i was slacking all the way... window shopping and all.. so sad. i have to wait for next pay so that i can buy the things i want.. i exceeded my limit this month...again... i want to buy alot alot of things!!! my mood is good today. at least i got things to do outside. instead of staying at home and think about all those sad things. i was so zhi lian today... took alot of photos. at least i had fun. X). thats all for today. tatas

i cant get over iu

i miss iu now, i miss iu then. do iu miss me? i know iu wont.

me, my life..

hmms. i wonder how long since i nvr blog here.
my life have not been going well. i broke up with my boy last week. maybe he's the one who doesnt want me. i know everything is my fault. the problems start with me. but why? cant i be given another chance. another chance to love him more. i admit i have been treating him bad. i am not a good gf. always not giving in, break promises, abusing your love for me. i really really regretted. but why do i have to realize everything at the very last minute. when iu have given up on me. why cant iu hold on a little longer. just a little longer... sigh. i guess no use saying it all. when there's someone who is there with iu all this while. accompanying iu through the hard times. when i am not there... guess she is the right one for iu. i hope she really is. so i am now, alone by myself. theres no one there to care about me, ask me whether i have eaten my dinner anot, tell me he's missing me.. i am all all alone. blame who? myself. sigh. guess i will just have to move on..
but why cant i be given a chance to be your fren. i want to be your good fren. be a fren who will be there for iu. give iu sugguestion and console iu when there's no one there to listen to iu. being a fren isnt that hard right? sigh. i am just being naive. being stupid and silly. iu are going to army and i am starting my sch days.
theres still other things for me to think about. my life my future. why all the things just cant seems to fit in the right place? i wish i know. where shld i go? what shld i do. i can only be the one who makes all the decision. i need someone to guide me through. tell me whats better, which path shld i go... i wanna know..

personality test

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(hmm no sure abt that. hee)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(yeps! thats me!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(correct!)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(ya.but maybe i use the wrong method in loving him)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(of course!)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(maybe i'll take a risk?)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(i am so so afraid, thats what worries me now..which path??)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(ya i am alittle image conscious)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(thats me!)

something

Keep Holding On

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know I wont give in
no I wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away I wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disappear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side I will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

my life

EVERYTHING. .
SEEMS TO BE DIFFERENT. .
CHANGING LIVES.

i guess i didnt blog for around few months? hmms, too lazy to write. i blog sometimes at multiply now sometimes at wu ming xiao zhan. hmms. guess why am i here in the middle of the night blogging instead of sleeping. just woke up from a 4hrs sleep and my head is like twirling. nothing comes clear to me. guess now i am still half conscious.

my life now just seems to have fallen apart. everything doesnt go well. my love life. my future. myself. sometimes i dont even know what exactly i am thinking. i have been in low spirits that come and goes. although i admit i enjoyed my new year but someone isnt there to share the happiness with me. he's always busy when i needed him to be there... all this affected me badly. once i think about it tears will immediatly fill my eyes. its like something i just cant control. i woke up just now, heavy hearted. i think about me, my life....what shld i do?

i still cant figure all of this out. maybe i'll get by as time passes. feelings will ease as time passes. i have no more assurance. i only have myself to think to feel to work things out. sometimes i
feel so out of my work. how much i wanted to leave all of my stuff aside, rest and think about what i should do about my life.. i wanted to rest for a while. i wanted to be shut down from the world i am in now.

but...i have my responsibility. i just couldnt shut everything out like nobody's business. i just couldnt..

happy

i just want to be happy.............

WHAT DOES MY BIRTH DATE MEANS FOR MY LOVE LIFE

Your Birthdate: December 23

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong. You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

NTH MUCH

BORING JOB
MISERABLE LIFE
BUT...
WONDERFUL BF
hmms how long have ii not been blogging ever since the start of my holidays last year? ii wonder.. have been kinda occupied these days.. just plainly because of my attachment= work work and still WORK almost everyday. kinda not used to the life i'm having now. i get to earn more money though but its like ii have to keeping repeating all my routine over and over again.. BORING! happy to say i am glad to have my dear with me.. going out with him, really brighten up my days. also thanks to my crappy colleagues who keep me going.needless to say my laopo was one of them! LOLS! must include her in it or else she will complain..lols. kidding..

HOW I WISH ATTACHMENT ENDS NEXT MONTH!

okies, ii catch a movie today [GHOST TUNNEL] its been a long time since ii watch a movie with dear.. everything was wonderful. ii love watching scary movies with him, so whenever i'm scared i'll hide my eyes or just hold on to his hand tightly..being with him just makes me happy! hees. though many many things happen within this one month. be it good or bad, i'm glad we made it through.. together.. he has been the one holding on tightly. i'm happy for the sacrifices he has made. really thanked him for putting up with me all along..

A BIG THANK IU TO DEAR <3 LOVE IU MUCH ! !

ii cant wait to get my pay! ii had already plan how to spend it and also not to forget my CNY clothes too. there's load and loads of things ii wanted to buy, infact too many. so its a matter of choosing which one to buy.oh ya, still have to prepare valentine's day present for dear... really really hopes he like it.. thinking of the upcoming valentine's day really makes me feel nervous and excited. dont know whats gonna happen but ii can tell iu for sure it sure gonna be memorable!

SCH. ii really miss school. cant wake to get back to the slacking days.. ii have more freedom back then. always late for class. going for kbox sessions with laopo during our free time when we're not on coop duties. eating the mee soto and yong tau foo! haas that was my favourite cause the price is darn cheap compared to the food at marina sq food court. one meal usually cost about 5 dollars at least! so ii cant save much money..=(. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCH!!

HEES! CANT WAIT!

talk to baobei online an hour back.. kinda miss her.. i'm thinking whether we can make it together for chinese fondue next month.. the four of us ii mean. rachel, joanne and me! hais, our working schedule always clash together so its really hard..

guess i'll stop here for now.blog again someother time!



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