and when it rains, will you always find an escape?
just running away from all the ones who loves you, from everything

Delicious Ambiguity.

Fill what’s empty.
Empty what’s full.

s-t-r-a-n-g-e-r-s

While grief is fresh, every attempt to divert only irritates. You must wait till it be digested, and then amusement will dissipate the remains of it.

In some ways, you know, people that don’t exist are much nicer than people that do. For instance, people that don’t exist are never cross: and they never contradict you: and they never tread on your toes! Oh, they’re ever so much nicer than people that do exist! However, never mind: you can’t help existing, you know: and I dare say you’re just as nice as if you didn’t.

Truth has nothing to do with the number of people it convinces.

Yeah and its over before you know it,
It all goes by so fast
Yeah the bad nights take forever
And the good nights don’t ever seem to last.

goodbye

recurring nightmares
i aint afraid of you anymore.

I opened my eyes
And looked up at the rain,
And it dripped in my head
And flowed into my brain,
And all that I hear as I lie in my bed
Is the slishity-slosh of the rain in my head.

I step very softly,
I walk very slow,
I can’t do a handstand—
I might overflow,
So pardon the wild crazy thing I just said—
I’m just not the same since there’s rain in my head.

Rien ne pèse tant que un secret.

You never know what you got yourself into
until the truth gradually unfolds

Dieu de mai être avec vous.

It’s easy to look at people and make quick judgments about them, their present and their past, but you’d be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often then not, it’s lined with cracks and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their soul.

I want a life that sizzles and pops and makes me laugh out loud. And I don’t want to get to the end, or to tomorrow, even, and realize that my life is a collection of meetings and pop cans and errands and receipts and dirty dishes. I want to eat cold tangerines, and sing out loud in the car with the windows open, and wear pink shoes, and stay up all night laughing, and paint my walls the exact color of the sky right now. I want to sleep hard on clean white sheets, and throw parties, and eat ripe tomatoes, and read books so good they make me jump up and down.

She danced. She sang.
She took. She gave.
She loved.
She created.
She dissented. She enlivened.
She saw. She grew. She sweated.
She changed.
She learned. She laughed.
She shed her skin.
She bled on the pages of her days.
She walked through walls.
She lived with intention.

One day I’ll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

An apple a day is just plain fallacious.
Feels crappy to be sick

Just when you think it can’t get any worse, it can.
And just when you think it can’t get any better, it can.

The pain just never go away:(

You never learn, don't you?

i lean against the wind
pretend i was weightless
and in that moment i was happy.

A friend is someone with whom you dare to be yourself.

It seemed the world was divided into good and bad people.
The good ones slept better…
while the bad ones seemed to enjoy
the waking hours much more.

Whats wrong with me.
Screw me.

Did it ever occur to you that you’re so caught up in trying to make the right choice that you’ve never stopped to consider the possibility that there may not be a right choice, or a wrong choice, just a bunch of choices?

It’s all right letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back.

Nothing last forever, so everything is a phase.

Some phases are just longer than others.

LOVE
a wildly misunderstood although highly
desirable malfunction of the heart
which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle,
cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker.

Life is ten percent what happens to you and ninety percent how you respond to it.

never let yesterday's disappointments

overshadow tomorrow's dreams

Nothing else matters.

It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness and of pain; of strength and freedom. The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love. The cruel beauty of nature, and everlasting beauty of monotony.

Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world.

some overdue pictures♥

1. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

Nothing is absolute

Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

Time will tell.

I get sorta carried away you know being so normal and everything.

odd one out.

cold harsh truth: the people whom you can't live without, can live without you.

Even the sweetest chocolate expires.

Sometimes, at times even most of the time you really have to help yourself.

Everyone seems to have a clear idea
of how other people should lead their lives,
but none about his or her own.

Never underestimate the power of destiny.

Because when you least expect it,
the littlest thing can cause a ripple effect that changes your life.

When things are bad, we take comfort
in the thought that they could always get worse.
And when they are, we find hope in the thought
that things are so bad they have to get better.

when good things falls apart
bad things fall together.

few more weeks(:

What Who When Where?

Be nice to nerds, chances are you’ll end up working for one.

if i have to live my life over,
i would start barefoot earlier in the spring and
stay that way later in the fall.
i would go to more dances.
i would ride more merry-go-rounds
and i would pick more daises.

How do you mend things when its broken?

Chance is the fool’s name for Fate

near insanity arent we?

I think we ought to read only the kind of books that wound and stab us.If the book we are reading doesn’t wake us up with a blow on the head,what are we reading it for? we need the books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone,like a suicide. A book must be the axe for the frozen sea inside us.

For you should never put your guard down
lesson learnt.

People observe the colors of a day only at its beginnings and ends, to me it’s quite clear that a day merges through a multitude of shades and intonations,
A single hour can consist of thousands of different colors.
Waxy yellows, cloud-spat blues. Murky darknesses.

This is worse than heartbreaks.
This thing that im feeling right now.

Get the picture straight.

You tried so hard to be the person everyone wanted you to be.
Maybe you should’ve just been the person you wanted to be.

Sentosa-ed with foreign buddies on sat
and i srsly haven got myself tanned for like
24321054 years.
plus sch starting tmr
dread to the max
i need ample rest!

NOT EVERYTHING YOU HAVE STAYS FOREVER.
BUT THERE ARE SOME THINGS YOU WOULD BE GLAD
TO FIGHT FOR, SO YOU CAN HAVE EM LONGER.

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That’s how we’re made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines… that are way too dangerous to cross.

un-forgettable night.
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical Ambitious. Influential in organizations.

pink, yellow, green and blue.

After all, computers crash, people die, relationships fall apart.
The best we can do is breath and reboot.

joyeux anniversaire.

We take pictures of thing
we don't want to forget(:

Boys will be boys, that’s what people say. No one ever mentions how girls have to be something other than themselves altogether. We are to stifle the same feelings that boys are encouraged to display. We are to use gossip as a means of policing ourselves — this way those who do succumb to sex but are not damaged by it are damaged instead by peer malice. Girls demand a covenant because if one gives in, others will be expected to do the same. We are to remain united in cruelty, ignorance, and aversion. Or we are to starve the flesh from our bones, penalizing the body for its nature, castigating ourselves for advances we are powerless to prevent. We are to make false promises then resist the attentions solicited. Basically we are to become expert liars.

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, that war with good.
And some are good, struggling with evil.
6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls.
And sometimes, all you need is one.

We were at the helm of a piece of heaven.

You can’t undo the past,
but you can certainly not repeat it.

People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places.
Like secret road maps of their personal histories.
Diagrams of all their old wounds.
Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar.
But some of them dont. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere but though the cuts long gone,
the pain still lingers.

They played with fireworks and sparklers until late hours of the night. They wore big coats and long t-shirts and laugh wildy at the night sky.

Gluttony♥

When i text you, that means i miss you.
when i dont text, that just means
im waiting for you to miss me.

dawned

See, now that's your problem. You're wishin' too much, Baby.
You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughtta be.

I just dont know what to do.

DANCE.
no one cares if you suck.

Tell me something new.

Twenty years from now
you will be more disappointed
by the things you didnt do than
by the ones you did do.
so throw off the bowlines
sail away from the safe harbour
catch the tradewinds in your sail.

missing the days

do you believe in karma?
I DO.

Ecp.

if there are six million people in the world,
why is it that we only wait for the ONE to come along?

We are never more discontented with others
than when we are discontented with ourselves.

if theres a choice,
will you choose
someone who loves you
or someone whom you love?

damsel in distress

Whatever;
Pointless.