west coast-my love

chill at west coast with dar
meet her at 11 plus
photo sessions was fun can
ahas, we had a nice chat
plan for movies but it was too last min
dar mom called and make a big fuss.
waited for cab but to no avail. damn.
daddy was nice enough to send her back
=DDD
my eyes are hurting
i love dar !
cant wait for sunday.
geeez

meet up with laopo and sharon at bugis ystd
as outing with mates was called off
shop around village as laopo wanna get some stuffs
in the end all the three of us end up spending
haven been really into shopping these days
went over bukit timah and meet sec sch mates
it was sharlene, shikin and that damn bitch.
slacked for couple of hours and rushed home
clubbed with sharlene & co. so so dead-
went to meet bitch back at timah.
supper, drink and crap till dawn
all thanks to bitch for bugging me i didnt have much sleep can?
but i did get back by making a din after 2hr of sleep
cabbed home at 8 and drag myself to work at 10.45

so broke. meeting denise up for shopping sessions tmr.yeah!
i dont wanna think about presentation and mock test.
hell. i wanna skip sch, i wanna overslept intentionally
i hate to be always keeping up
okay im hungry. gotta go grab a bite.

stay ins

mugged today
it was a total turn-off when,
i flip the pages of my text
it was too much of a struggle
i thought..

you reap what you sow.

emotional

work was totally unpredicted today.
everything just happen unexpectedly
i'm having emotional upset
it just so out of control
but it all ended out well
i hated to be weak
ignore me-

its happy to know
theres always someone there for you.

movies

ahas! its fri=DD
rush home straight after school
get changed. went towned with mates.
met eugene and adrian first with denise
for injections. cos they are starting work at haagen dazs
meaning i will get to eat free ice cream!!!
provided if i go wait for em after work.
went all the way to tanglin mall and in to the clinic.
the four of us was laughing our heads off when the doctor pronounce their names.
HAHA
even the auntie laugh too.
bused to ps and meet bastian and philip
jexter join us only later as he finishes class at 6
they went for lan gaming and i dooze off not long after.
i shld have join em for counter strike too eh.
grab minerals and straight to movies
its flash point this time=D
a damn nice show. gotta check it man.
i love the actions and laughings parts
so damn hilarious. Rate 4 out of 5
i turning to a movie freak.
good night. work's tmr...

when you love the laughters,
you'll forget abt the troubles

tired

E X H A U S T I O N

life is about making choices
its either you choose the right or the wrong one

frens

you'll never know when your words might hurt your friends
think before you speak before everything goes out of hand..
friends wondered, why i am unattached
guess what
cos i cant find anyone else better than you.

i still love my mates to bits-

black mon

save the monday blues. its black monday
really gotten me pissed and weary
fucking got so tense and uptight
the chemical reaction gives me damn bad drive
fucking do the same simple task over for goodness sake
i fucking miss two train back home
and not more, freaking late for sch

dont give empty promises,
if you cant even deliver it

mrsjaded

went out with sharlene in the afternoon
she drag me out!
spoil my plan of slacking at home.
kinda listless today.
i nearly had a fall-
we had cheese bites fondue at pizza hut!
=D=D=D
with 25% off. darn cheapp
only pizza makes me happy-

its hard to understand others,
but its even hard to understand yourself

i wan a man-

if only i have a bf like that.
i will be all crazy over him.
忠心一辈子!i swear-
okays its just plain madness.
work tmr.

i can feel raindrops falling on my head,
i detest being left alone to think what ifs

yeah! finally done with my bzf CA.
easy. i can say..
its time to loosen up abit
went for movies with sch mates
its ALONE-
not exactly what i expected it to be.
but at some parts the sound effects makes it scary.
and i grabbed denise and adrian real hard on the arms
opps, im sorry.its my habit
broked-seriously
my line been terminated.saded
maybe i'll ask daddy?
i been kinda drained recently
time to catch some sleep i guess.

dont always thinks its other who do iu wrong
what abt yourself? are you in the position to comment?

overview

its been quite some time since i've blogged. everything is going on well.
on monday. we had an event at orchid country club. where teachers over singapore gather for the anti-drug abuse seminar by CNB. we get to help out a little and gain some experiences. it was fun and we got paid too=D. we were told to change into their polo tees that made us look professionals. cool.
finally done with tps projects and unluckily, our group will be the first to present. OMG! better get over and done with. having bzf CA tmr. damn. i'm stress. i doubt i can do well when i dont have enough time to study at all. so packed up with sch and work.
watched invisible target with my mates ystd. its a nice show with loads of fightings, grade 4/5.
anyone want to donate blood? come to my campus! i nearly donated today.
gotta get back and study, hopefully i will. =X

will thing changes when someone new comes by?
true friends will never hurt their friends, be it by words or actions.
you come first or others? you decide.

time does wait

went to sort out some printings for project
met denise. i was late-duibuqi
gave up the idea of cutting my hair
went je instead to the printing shop.
it really got us kinda pissed
they were not there to help us when we need some help
we were simply waiting and waiting
and do iu know how much it cost?
31 bucks for printing 30 pages!?
i was freaking shock when i calculate the cost.
thankfully eugene helped me by printing some of the pages.
if not the amount wont be just 31
i ate junks today.

when the rain comes.
i cant help but feel sorrowful

exhuasted

worked today.
i miss chilling and the late nights out
gonna hand in my project on mon.omg.
i'm dead beat. but i cant get to sleep.
meeting denise for project stuffs tmr
so damn lazy to do anything for now,
someone pls wait on me for the day.
i'm desperate. i want to end all this.
and now, i am craving for food.

iu gotta be obedient
and play by the rules.

random

went out with mates today.
everything was so rushy.
and we-denise,adrian and i cabbed down to ps.
due to the termination of train services-.-"
just dont understand why there a growing trend in committing suicide at the train platform.
i totally despise this kinda people with no sense of valuing their precious life.
anw we had book a place at minds cafe.
met eugene and bastian and an addition of two cuties.
adrian's so called gf. to me- no offence.=D
we play quite a lot of games
but only a few interests me..
left for movies but didnt manage to catch any.
bastian recommendations for dinner around town.
it was japanese cuisine. pretty fantastic.
test isnt that well done.projects incomplete.
when i can exactly put my heart at ease with so many unfinished work.
work tmr-gonna face the music.
i gonna get straits time and see how ugly _ __.

they say that time will dry the tears
but true love burns for a thousand years

dont know

test tmr. its really the last thing i want to think of now.
my mind is having some complications
my heart is unease for no fcuking reasons.
so so unease. its just came suddenly.so unpredictable.
anyway i had team building course at Nacli today..
i had fun. simply being myself. being out of control.
and "thks" mates, for bullying me with the scarf.
and i still cant figure out how to do it. but seriously, its childish.
i m c h i l d i s h .
i got blue blacks for playing the human ladder today.
its all over my legs!=(
being bony is not that good either.
shit.what abt my test-

they will never let it your way.
its their way. get a life man-

fun in the rain

no work today.
went to bugis with my mates=DD
endless crapping and rubbish-ing.
met dar for running session today.
she sucha lazy bumbum.LOL
i guess we rest more than we run-
had dinner with dar family. although its kinda embrassing
but they are nice people.
dar and qing sent me to the bustop,sweetie sweet.
before i can even go home,
there comes the heavy downpour without any signs.
i had loads of fun with her! playing in the rain
i miss playing in the rain=D
shes a bully! love love her-

tons of things unfinished.

you are all that i can ever need.
friendship is all about fun, laughters and trust.
most of all, compromise

potential creativity

after staring aimlessly at the screen for 3 and half hours
i kinda sort out how to do the brochure thingy.
was it pure brains or guidance
dont bother. another 2-3hrs of quality time.
struggling, whacking my brains-near the verge of giving up
and...a pathetic 4 page brochure was done. wee~
shall continue doing the next one ='(
work is still fine. whitening lotion doesnt help=(
acc money dropping day by day, migraine never leaves
piles and plies of work to be done, still conscious
tons of bad stuffs to mention.
I NEED A HAIRCUT BADLY, REAL BADLY-

i am still happy,
i never wanna recall your face.

skipped

skipped school today.
overwhelmed with tiredness
i dont know. i am in a mist of confusion
yet i am still at square one-

trapped in the mind of darkness,
whose gonna pull you out of that hole?

rush..

today is a tired day.
went to chinatown and we basically combed the whole place.
i walked into some highends boutiques with some really creative items that caught my eye.
the flora black cloth lamp-uniquely special.if only i can get my hands on em.
had lunch. had the famous fishball noodle-eugene's recommendation
the fishball size=size of a golf ball? but the mee is nice.
i like places which are vintage. black shop house buildings.cool.
the spiral long plights of stairs.
and the old and dirty alley...
my legs are aching. how many miles had i walked?
its like a million zillion miles..
arghh-damn project. damn perfectionist.
damn so little time...

a thousand lust had make me colder,
and i dont think i can look at things the same.