never let yesterday's disappointments

overshadow tomorrow's dreams

Nothing else matters.

It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness and of pain; of strength and freedom. The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love. The cruel beauty of nature, and everlasting beauty of monotony.

Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world.

some overdue pictures♥

1. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

Nothing is absolute

Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

Time will tell.

I get sorta carried away you know being so normal and everything.

odd one out.

cold harsh truth: the people whom you can't live without, can live without you.

Even the sweetest chocolate expires.

Sometimes, at times even most of the time you really have to help yourself.

Everyone seems to have a clear idea
of how other people should lead their lives,
but none about his or her own.

Never underestimate the power of destiny.

Because when you least expect it,
the littlest thing can cause a ripple effect that changes your life.

When things are bad, we take comfort
in the thought that they could always get worse.
And when they are, we find hope in the thought
that things are so bad they have to get better.

when good things falls apart
bad things fall together.

few more weeks(:

What Who When Where?

Be nice to nerds, chances are you’ll end up working for one.

if i have to live my life over,
i would start barefoot earlier in the spring and
stay that way later in the fall.
i would go to more dances.
i would ride more merry-go-rounds
and i would pick more daises.

How do you mend things when its broken?

Chance is the fool’s name for Fate

near insanity arent we?

I think we ought to read only the kind of books that wound and stab us.If the book we are reading doesn’t wake us up with a blow on the head,what are we reading it for? we need the books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone,like a suicide. A book must be the axe for the frozen sea inside us.

For you should never put your guard down
lesson learnt.

People observe the colors of a day only at its beginnings and ends, to me it’s quite clear that a day merges through a multitude of shades and intonations,
A single hour can consist of thousands of different colors.
Waxy yellows, cloud-spat blues. Murky darknesses.

This is worse than heartbreaks.
This thing that im feeling right now.

Get the picture straight.

You tried so hard to be the person everyone wanted you to be.
Maybe you should’ve just been the person you wanted to be.

Sentosa-ed with foreign buddies on sat
and i srsly haven got myself tanned for like
24321054 years.
plus sch starting tmr
dread to the max
i need ample rest!

NOT EVERYTHING YOU HAVE STAYS FOREVER.
BUT THERE ARE SOME THINGS YOU WOULD BE GLAD
TO FIGHT FOR, SO YOU CAN HAVE EM LONGER.

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That’s how we’re made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines… that are way too dangerous to cross.

un-forgettable night.
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical Ambitious. Influential in organizations.

pink, yellow, green and blue.

After all, computers crash, people die, relationships fall apart.
The best we can do is breath and reboot.

joyeux anniversaire.

We take pictures of thing
we don't want to forget(:

Boys will be boys, that’s what people say. No one ever mentions how girls have to be something other than themselves altogether. We are to stifle the same feelings that boys are encouraged to display. We are to use gossip as a means of policing ourselves — this way those who do succumb to sex but are not damaged by it are damaged instead by peer malice. Girls demand a covenant because if one gives in, others will be expected to do the same. We are to remain united in cruelty, ignorance, and aversion. Or we are to starve the flesh from our bones, penalizing the body for its nature, castigating ourselves for advances we are powerless to prevent. We are to make false promises then resist the attentions solicited. Basically we are to become expert liars.

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, that war with good.
And some are good, struggling with evil.
6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls.
And sometimes, all you need is one.

We were at the helm of a piece of heaven.

You can’t undo the past,
but you can certainly not repeat it.

People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places.
Like secret road maps of their personal histories.
Diagrams of all their old wounds.
Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar.
But some of them dont. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere but though the cuts long gone,
the pain still lingers.

They played with fireworks and sparklers until late hours of the night. They wore big coats and long t-shirts and laugh wildy at the night sky.

Gluttony♥

When i text you, that means i miss you.
when i dont text, that just means
im waiting for you to miss me.

dawned

See, now that's your problem. You're wishin' too much, Baby.
You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughtta be.

I just dont know what to do.

DANCE.
no one cares if you suck.

Tell me something new.

Twenty years from now
you will be more disappointed
by the things you didnt do than
by the ones you did do.
so throw off the bowlines
sail away from the safe harbour
catch the tradewinds in your sail.

missing the days

do you believe in karma?
I DO.

Ecp.

if there are six million people in the world,
why is it that we only wait for the ONE to come along?

We are never more discontented with others
than when we are discontented with ourselves.

if theres a choice,
will you choose
someone who loves you
or someone whom you love?

damsel in distress

Whatever;
Pointless.

3ree.

I get lost, messed up and bored,
When I'm alone too long.
I can't sleep, function or eat,
When I'm not with someone.

Late last fall she ended it all and moved to who knows where.
Just like that she vanished and packed and never even called.
Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
A kind of macabre and somber wondertwin type of harmony.

What if it was you, you that I needed all along?
I felt like a fool, kicking and screaming,
And pretending we were wrong.

Let's get wrecked on Pop Tarts and snacks,
And see the Taj Mahal.
Let's save birds from Prince William Sound,
And skateboard through the mall.
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes,
And join the PGA.
Let's swim in with every spin,
And hurry, I can't wait.

Suicide

Dream little girl
On lonely street
Little runaway girl
Do it again
Do it again

Your boyfriend's mean
And your mom's a bitch
Little runaway girl
Do it again
Do it again

Run run run away little girl
Get your fun in this trashy world
Empty-hearted boys by your side
Lick your lips and fuck suicide

Suicide
No tonight
Suicide
No tonight

You're ripe for love
New York's the shit
Little runaway girl
Do it again
Do it again

life simple pleasures
(:

craziest ride ever.

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone(:

Lovin' the Feast.

I am down tonight
I am down tonight
I am down tonight
Because of you

I've never really understood
Why it was me
Why it was you

Might pay them all the trouble cause
We're a waste of time
Not tonight

I thought I was the only one
Maybe for a day
Or just tonight

I couldn't bear to have you just
Half of the time its not enough

I want to figure out before
It's too late
Before you find out how you really feel

I am down tonight
I am down tonight
I am down tonight
Again tonight

Plastiscines

There are times i asked myself, is this where i really belong?

baby i aint no fool.

wake me up when september ends

Just close your eyes, but keep your mind wide open.

literally shopped for the whole of today
it was fun and more fun throughout
but im broke.
yet satisfied(:

Ps; am so in love with the romper!

Everyone always tells me how thin I am, so I guess it must be true. But I just don't see it.