Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time. What are the first five words that you see?

My Northern Star.

im afraid to grow up because sometimes it feels like things will never be this beautiful again

Those are the days where you get so used to being what you are used too and when you find yourself too attached not moving forward. staring out of nothing, everything just swells up and burst, you think of possibilities you think of you being you werent enough yet you just dont seek for a change. you hang on to things that dont mean a single thing but you just hold on to even the slightest cause at least it makes you feel hopeful. hopeful for nothing and all you do was disrupting everything else everything that are in existence you question you doubt you conflicted when eventually all leads to nothing.

Dead & gone.