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There comes a point in life when fun no longer means clubbing, drinking, staying out till 4am or thinking about only myself first.
Fun means Disney movies, family dinners, bedtime stories, long cuddles, a messy house, sleeping by 10pm and hearing little voices say "I love you." ♥

My love, my life - my all ♥

I like a lot of things. Normal things, unusual thing. Thing people would never expect me to like. But out of all the things i like, good and bad, you know what i like the most?

The girl you called fat is struggling with anorexia,

the girl you called stupid has an learning disorder,

the girl you called annoying has abusive parents,

and the girl you just insulted cries because of you

theres always more to a person than meets the eye

She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.

A real relationship

Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweetsmiles. Has genuine laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Hasjealousy. And most importantly, love. This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful & an experience that can never be forgotten.

You're really amazing, and one day, maybe very soon, you will find someone who really means the world to you and you will fall in love with them and he will love you to bits. He won't find find anyone else like you if he could search the world for ever and ever. You will find someone who wont want to leave your side. He might not have been in your life yet: he might have walked past you today, he might have walked outside your house a few hours ago, but one day he will be yours and only yours forever and ever.

I feel like, I dont deserve anyone.

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good

The Funeral

Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time. What are the first five words that you see?

My Northern Star.

im afraid to grow up because sometimes it feels like things will never be this beautiful again

Those are the days where you get so used to being what you are used too and when you find yourself too attached not moving forward. staring out of nothing, everything just swells up and burst, you think of possibilities you think of you being you werent enough yet you just dont seek for a change. you hang on to things that dont mean a single thing but you just hold on to even the slightest cause at least it makes you feel hopeful. hopeful for nothing and all you do was disrupting everything else everything that are in existence you question you doubt you conflicted when eventually all leads to nothing.

Dead & gone.