frens

you'll never know when your words might hurt your friends
think before you speak before everything goes out of hand..
friends wondered, why i am unattached
guess what
cos i cant find anyone else better than you.

i still love my mates to bits-

black mon

save the monday blues. its black monday
really gotten me pissed and weary
fucking got so tense and uptight
the chemical reaction gives me damn bad drive
fucking do the same simple task over for goodness sake
i fucking miss two train back home
and not more, freaking late for sch

dont give empty promises,
if you cant even deliver it

mrsjaded

went out with sharlene in the afternoon
she drag me out!
spoil my plan of slacking at home.
kinda listless today.
i nearly had a fall-
we had cheese bites fondue at pizza hut!
=D=D=D
with 25% off. darn cheapp
only pizza makes me happy-

its hard to understand others,
but its even hard to understand yourself

i wan a man-

if only i have a bf like that.
i will be all crazy over him.
忠心一辈子!i swear-
okays its just plain madness.
work tmr.

i can feel raindrops falling on my head,
i detest being left alone to think what ifs

yeah! finally done with my bzf CA.
easy. i can say..
its time to loosen up abit
went for movies with sch mates
its ALONE-
not exactly what i expected it to be.
but at some parts the sound effects makes it scary.
and i grabbed denise and adrian real hard on the arms
opps, im sorry.its my habit
broked-seriously
my line been terminated.saded
maybe i'll ask daddy?
i been kinda drained recently
time to catch some sleep i guess.

dont always thinks its other who do iu wrong
what abt yourself? are you in the position to comment?

overview

its been quite some time since i've blogged. everything is going on well.
on monday. we had an event at orchid country club. where teachers over singapore gather for the anti-drug abuse seminar by CNB. we get to help out a little and gain some experiences. it was fun and we got paid too=D. we were told to change into their polo tees that made us look professionals. cool.
finally done with tps projects and unluckily, our group will be the first to present. OMG! better get over and done with. having bzf CA tmr. damn. i'm stress. i doubt i can do well when i dont have enough time to study at all. so packed up with sch and work.
watched invisible target with my mates ystd. its a nice show with loads of fightings, grade 4/5.
anyone want to donate blood? come to my campus! i nearly donated today.
gotta get back and study, hopefully i will. =X

will thing changes when someone new comes by?
true friends will never hurt their friends, be it by words or actions.
you come first or others? you decide.

time does wait

went to sort out some printings for project
met denise. i was late-duibuqi
gave up the idea of cutting my hair
went je instead to the printing shop.
it really got us kinda pissed
they were not there to help us when we need some help
we were simply waiting and waiting
and do iu know how much it cost?
31 bucks for printing 30 pages!?
i was freaking shock when i calculate the cost.
thankfully eugene helped me by printing some of the pages.
if not the amount wont be just 31
i ate junks today.

when the rain comes.
i cant help but feel sorrowful

exhuasted

worked today.
i miss chilling and the late nights out
gonna hand in my project on mon.omg.
i'm dead beat. but i cant get to sleep.
meeting denise for project stuffs tmr
so damn lazy to do anything for now,
someone pls wait on me for the day.
i'm desperate. i want to end all this.
and now, i am craving for food.

iu gotta be obedient
and play by the rules.

random

went out with mates today.
everything was so rushy.
and we-denise,adrian and i cabbed down to ps.
due to the termination of train services-.-"
just dont understand why there a growing trend in committing suicide at the train platform.
i totally despise this kinda people with no sense of valuing their precious life.
anw we had book a place at minds cafe.
met eugene and bastian and an addition of two cuties.
adrian's so called gf. to me- no offence.=D
we play quite a lot of games
but only a few interests me..
left for movies but didnt manage to catch any.
bastian recommendations for dinner around town.
it was japanese cuisine. pretty fantastic.
test isnt that well done.projects incomplete.
when i can exactly put my heart at ease with so many unfinished work.
work tmr-gonna face the music.
i gonna get straits time and see how ugly _ __.

they say that time will dry the tears
but true love burns for a thousand years

dont know

test tmr. its really the last thing i want to think of now.
my mind is having some complications
my heart is unease for no fcuking reasons.
so so unease. its just came suddenly.so unpredictable.
anyway i had team building course at Nacli today..
i had fun. simply being myself. being out of control.
and "thks" mates, for bullying me with the scarf.
and i still cant figure out how to do it. but seriously, its childish.
i m c h i l d i s h .
i got blue blacks for playing the human ladder today.
its all over my legs!=(
being bony is not that good either.
shit.what abt my test-

they will never let it your way.
its their way. get a life man-

fun in the rain

no work today.
went to bugis with my mates=DD
endless crapping and rubbish-ing.
met dar for running session today.
she sucha lazy bumbum.LOL
i guess we rest more than we run-
had dinner with dar family. although its kinda embrassing
but they are nice people.
dar and qing sent me to the bustop,sweetie sweet.
before i can even go home,
there comes the heavy downpour without any signs.
i had loads of fun with her! playing in the rain
i miss playing in the rain=D
shes a bully! love love her-

tons of things unfinished.

you are all that i can ever need.
friendship is all about fun, laughters and trust.
most of all, compromise

potential creativity

after staring aimlessly at the screen for 3 and half hours
i kinda sort out how to do the brochure thingy.
was it pure brains or guidance
dont bother. another 2-3hrs of quality time.
struggling, whacking my brains-near the verge of giving up
and...a pathetic 4 page brochure was done. wee~
shall continue doing the next one ='(
work is still fine. whitening lotion doesnt help=(
acc money dropping day by day, migraine never leaves
piles and plies of work to be done, still conscious
tons of bad stuffs to mention.
I NEED A HAIRCUT BADLY, REAL BADLY-

i am still happy,
i never wanna recall your face.

skipped

skipped school today.
overwhelmed with tiredness
i dont know. i am in a mist of confusion
yet i am still at square one-

trapped in the mind of darkness,
whose gonna pull you out of that hole?

rush..

today is a tired day.
went to chinatown and we basically combed the whole place.
i walked into some highends boutiques with some really creative items that caught my eye.
the flora black cloth lamp-uniquely special.if only i can get my hands on em.
had lunch. had the famous fishball noodle-eugene's recommendation
the fishball size=size of a golf ball? but the mee is nice.
i like places which are vintage. black shop house buildings.cool.
the spiral long plights of stairs.
and the old and dirty alley...
my legs are aching. how many miles had i walked?
its like a million zillion miles..
arghh-damn project. damn perfectionist.
damn so little time...

a thousand lust had make me colder,
and i dont think i can look at things the same.

sentosa fun!

went to sentosa to do our project today.
it was so tiring.but fun! we were like a big baby.
explore here and there. like never see before like that-.-"
went to some places.

Dolphin lagoon
first time seeing a pink dolphin. OMGOMGOMG!
they are all so adorable and sweet.
how i wish i was the crew there. better closeup.
so unforgettable=DD

Underwater world
there so much kinds of fishes.
cute fishes. fierce fishes.
we were WOW -ing here and there.
we got cheated too! the damn photos.LOLS

Images of singapore
its all abt singapore and all the culture we had.
i like the show too=DD
four pple talking to each other. very funny...
we were basically screaming during the journey.
thanks to all the scary statue and voices.
thanks denise for accompanying me*
shes a great help.=D谢谢！！

left the place at 7plus. physically drained.
maybe i might upload the pics when ede send me.

a friendship is hard to maintain when theres distances,
but its more harder when there are differences..

new sch term

today is the first day of school=D

i was being teased by jeremy.zzz. -julyn the malay girl*arghh.

had talk by mrs heng early in the morning.

nothing seems to change much. sch still the same. pple still the same..

i was so pissed to clean the computer at my table at the com lab today. first day of sch ask pple to do chores-.-". then what is the sch cleaner for?!

but i did get back by using the wet cloth to wipe the monitor. geeeee. wonder what happens.=DDD

finish tourism class and left for J8.

slacked there before work starts at 2pm, worked at BJ ness today.

totally BORED- know some staffs there=D they are nice pple.

knocked off early and go straight home.wee~

if theres no challenges ahead of us,
there wont be who we are..
a mistake-served as a lesson that will mould us into a better person
eventually.

thoughtsss

i know what will iu do next.

whats going on your mind.

your every actions.

the every words you are going to say.

then iu ask me.

how old are iu?

where are you from?

why arent iu talking?

every move that iu make surprises me now.

i was taken aback.

infact,you never know me...

it hurt so much being your friend
a friend whos never gonna be in your memory...

dont lie

Don’t Lie Survey

EIGHT Lasts

1. Last cigarette: stupid dar.

2. Last beverage: water chestnut

3. Last phone call: sh

4. Last text message: ter

5. Last CD played: nah

6. Last bubble bath: never

7. Last time you cried: few months ago?

8. Last meal: 2hr ago

SEVEN Have You’s

1. Have you ever dated someone twice?
think so?

2. Have you ever been cheated on?
dozen of times=(

3. Have you ever bought condoms?
crazy

4. Have you ever kissed someone &
regreted it?
yea

5. Have you ever fallen in love?
obviously.

6. Have you ever lost someone?
='(

7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown
up?
sad to say. yes.

Name SIX things you did in the past
three days

1. slacked

2. wash my clothes

3. sleep

4. worked

5. drama

6. went out with mom

List THREE people you can tell pretty
much anything to

1. dar

2. parent

3. laopo

List THREE favorite colors

1. white

2. faded blue

3. black

List TWO things you want to do before
you die

1. gatherings with family

2. have a long talk with someone?

SO FAR IN 07#8242;…

Been to school-
yea

Made a new friend-
hee

Fallen out of love -
=(.

Done something you swore never to do-
=I

Laughed until you cried-
nah

Went behind your parents back-
dont have to.

Met someone who changed your life-
a lesson.

Gotten close to someone-
yea

Found out who your true friends were-
=DD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF……

1. Bush?
!@#$%?%

2. Gay Marriage?
yes. abit disgusting though=X

4. Straight, Gay, Bi?
ermmm..

5. Do you have a crush? anytime past
present future?
who doesnt?
6. Who is the best hugger that you
know?
XXX XXX

7. Do you believe in love at first
sight?
hardly

8. Is there something you want to tell
someone?
stop appearing.

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
giordano

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top
friends?
i would.

11. Do you have “A thing” for anyone
on your top friends?
nah

12. How many people on your friends
list?
i dont know.

13. How many kids do you want to have?
2

14. Do you have a good relationship
with your parents?
=DD

15. Do you wanna change your name?
not necessary

16. What did you do for your last
birthday?
had a small holiday with someone special.

17. What time did you wake up today?
8am. thanks to mom.

18. What were you doing at midnight
last night?
drama.

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to
do:
sleep?

20. Last time you saw your dad?
last night.

21. What is one thing you wish you
could change about yourself?
my skin=(

22. Which hand do you like better?
lefty

23. What are you listening to right
now?
my bro talking on the phone -.-"

24. Have you ever talked to someone
named Sidney?
?!@#$

25. Have you ever donated money to a
good cause?
yea.

26. Have you ever talked about someone
behind their back?
last time.

27. Least favorite month?
the month which have the most scorching sun


28. What’s the last piece of clothing
you borrowed from anyone?
i dont borrow.

29. Who’s getting on your nerves right
now?
myself?

幸福。。。

今天到了安安哪里。 本来是想去跑步的，可是有些不好的事情发生。
就这样陪了她一个晚上。 我们聊了很多关于从前的事，好的坏的。。
真叫人怀念。。。
我想在一段感情的彼此是没有对与错的，时间也只是证明了他们的努力。
有甜的，苦的 和 酸酸的。 那都是一种人生经理吧。。
要怎么维持也只能看双方对彼此的热爱是多还是少。
有时真的也想谈一场恋爱。人，也是会寂寞的啊。
爱情。我好像忘了是什么和什么的。。。
我的感觉就好像遗失在海的某个角落吧。摸也摸不着。
唉哟。 我到底在想什么嘛。。 无聊！
我好像用中文用上隐了。不说了。。。
晚安。

哈我的幸福！

我好幸福喔！！！

我觉得每个人都要知足，每天报怨自己有多么的不好是不对的。

现在的我真的真的好幸福喔！

因为我有爸爸，妈妈，哥哥，弟弟还有很多很多的好朋友。

我超爱他们的=DD

我好感谢上帝呢。

sicked.tanned=(hate this

i've been sickked again.
the whole thing just feel so sucky.
the weather is making me sick.
darn humid and stuffs.
i miss staying at home just plain slacking.
look forward to schooling next week.

& i am still tanned=(