Julyn

2012-01-28T13:02:00.002+08:00

Doubt is to certainty as neurosis is to psychosis. The neurotic is in doubt and has fears about persons and things; the psychotic has convictions and makes claims about them. In short, the neurotic has problems, the psychotic has solutions.

2012-01-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

I'm never your angel.

2012-01-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

2012-01-06T21:32:00.001+08:00

Brand new year 2012

and the anticipation of our baby girl in weeks time(:

Besides, future is slowly catching us up.

I feel so loved to the extend that it creeps me.

2011-12-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

2011-12-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

2011-12-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

♥

2011-11-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

There comes a point in life when fun no longer means clubbing, drinking, staying out till 4am or thinking about only myself first.
Fun means Disney movies, family dinners, bedtime stories, long cuddles, a messy house, sleeping by 10pm and hearing little voices say "I love you." ♥

2011-10-19T14:28:00.000+08:00

2011-09-28T17:49:00.000+08:00

2011-09-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

2011-09-22T17:29:00.005+08:00

My love, my life - my all ♥

2011-07-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

I like a lot of things. Normal things, unusual thing. Thing people would never expect me to like. But out of all the things i like, good and bad, you know what i like the most?

2011-06-22T13:05:00.003+08:00

The girl you called fat is struggling with anorexia,

the girl you called stupid has an learning disorder,

the girl you called annoying has abusive parents,

and the girl you just insulted cries because of you

theres always more to a person than meets the eye

2011-06-14T11:19:00.001+08:00

She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.

2011-05-24T09:56:00.000+08:00

A real relationship

2011-05-19T22:43:00.001+08:00

Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweetsmiles. Has genuine laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Hasjealousy. And most importantly, love. This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful & an experience that can never be forgotten.

2011-05-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

2011-05-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

You're really amazing, and one day, maybe very soon, you will find someone who really means the world to you and you will fall in love with them and he will love you to bits. He won't find find anyone else like you if he could search the world for ever and ever. You will find someone who wont want to leave your side. He might not have been in your life yet: he might have walked past you today, he might have walked outside your house a few hours ago, but one day he will be yours and only yours forever and ever.

2011-04-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

I feel like, I dont deserve anyone.

2011-02-22T03:33:00.000+08:00

2011-02-15T23:25:00.001+08:00

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good

The Funeral

2011-01-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time. What are the first five words that you see?

2011-01-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

My Northern Star.

2011-01-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

2011-01-13T23:54:00.001+08:00

2011-01-07T18:25:00.003+08:00

im afraid to grow up because sometimes it feels like things will never be this beautiful again

2011-01-06T16:28:00.003+08:00

Those are the days where you get so used to being what you are used too and when you find yourself too attached not moving forward. staring out of nothing, everything just swells up and burst, you think of possibilities you think of you being you werent enough yet you just dont seek for a change. you hang on to things that dont mean a single thing but you just hold on to even the slightest cause at least it makes you feel hopeful. hopeful for nothing and all you do was disrupting everything else everything that are in existence you question you doubt you conflicted when eventually all leads to nothing.

2011-01-05T01:44:00.001+08:00

Dead & gone.

2010-12-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

2010-12-25T05:24:00.000+08:00

we are well advised to keep on nodding terms with the people we used to be whether we find them attractive company or not. Otherwise they turn up unannounced and suprise us, come hammering on our minds door at 4 AM of a bad night and demand to know who deserted them, who betrayed them, who is going to make amends.
We forget all too soon the things we thought we could never forget. We forget the loves and the betrayals alike, forget what we whispered and what we screamed,forget who we were.

2010-12-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

2010-12-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

♥

2010-12-06T01:55:00.001+08:00

2010-11-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

I write differently from what I speak,
I speak differently from what I think,
I think differently from the way I ought to think,
and so it all proceeds into deepest darkness

2010-11-22T14:57:00.001+08:00

‘Why do beautiful songs make you sad?’
‘Because they aren’t true.’
‘Never?’
‘Nothing is beautiful and true.”

2010-11-17T00:47:00.004+08:00

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.
- Marilyn Monroe

2010-11-15T01:59:00.002+08:00

Les grandes pensées viennent du coeur.

2010-11-13T01:04:00.004+08:00

How do you expect me to remember your birthday,
when you never look any older?

2010-11-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant

2010-11-09T02:30:00.002+08:00

Life sucks - in a good way. Falling in love, falling in hate, getting laid, getting hurt - what’s one without the other? When it comes to the ritual of growing up, sometimes you smile because you’re happy. Other times, you smile just because you’ve survived.

2010-11-08T00:48:00.002+08:00

Villa Bali

2010-11-05T04:59:00.001+08:00

It’s no good pretending that any relationship has a future if your record collections disagree violently or if your favorite films wouldn’t even speak to each other if they met at a party.

2010-11-02T22:40:00.001+08:00

I want to see the world.

2010-11-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

2010-10-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEN ' 10

2010-10-30T01:54:00.001+08:00

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts i want to think,
all the walks i want to take,
all the books i want to read
and all the friends i want to see

2010-10-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

DFTBA.
Dont forget to be awesome.

2010-10-25T01:39:00.001+08:00

sometimes, i read a look and i thinks i am the people in the book

2010-10-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never stop fighting.

2010-10-19T00:24:00.001+08:00

Criticism is futile because it puts a person on the defensive and usually makes him strive to justify himself. Criticism is dangerous, because it wounds a person’s precious pride, hurts his sense of importance, and arouses resentment.

2010-10-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

2010-10-16T06:28:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it seems like we’re all living in some kind of prison, and the crime is how much we all hate ourselves. It’s good to get really dressed up once in a while and admit the truth — that when you really look closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they’re actually beautiful.

2010-10-14T05:09:00.000+08:00

Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is you-er than you.

2010-10-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

Slow down and enjoy life. It’s not only the scenery you miss by going too fast
— you also miss the sense of where you are going and why.

2010-10-12T04:15:00.000+08:00

2010-10-07T06:22:00.003+08:00

When someone sees the same people everyday, they wind up becoming a part of that person’s life. And then they want the person to change. If someone isn’t what others want them to be, the others become angry. Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own.

2010-10-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

The hidden truth.

2010-09-30T06:14:00.001+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

Bruno mars-just the way you are

2010-09-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

Perfect,Hedley.

2010-09-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.

2010-09-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

dont stop believin'

2010-09-21T02:33:00.000+08:00

Life has been some combination of fairy-tale coincidence and joie de vivre and shocks of beauty together with some hurtful self-questioning.

2010-09-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

2010-09-17T05:51:00.000+08:00

the greatest thing in life are
Friendship

2010-09-16T16:44:00.001+08:00

2010-09-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

Maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.

2010-09-11T03:53:00.000+08:00

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

2010-09-06T06:18:00.001+08:00

The sane speak no truth
do no deed
and earn no pity.

2010-09-05T04:52:00.003+08:00

and when it rains, will you always find an escape?
just running away from all the ones who loves you, from everything

2010-09-04T02:12:00.002+08:00

Delicious Ambiguity.

2010-09-03T00:46:00.001+08:00

2010-09-01T05:43:00.000+08:00

Fill what’s empty.
Empty what’s full.

2010-08-31T01:25:00.002+08:00

s-t-r-a-n-g-e-r-s

2010-08-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

While grief is fresh, every attempt to divert only irritates. You must wait till it be digested, and then amusement will dissipate the remains of it.

2010-08-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

2010-08-24T01:27:00.002+08:00

2010-08-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

In some ways, you know, people that don’t exist are much nicer than people that do. For instance, people that don’t exist are never cross: and they never contradict you: and they never tread on your toes! Oh, they’re ever so much nicer than people that do exist! However, never mind: you can’t help existing, you know: and I dare say you’re just as nice as if you didn’t.

2010-08-23T02:44:00.000+08:00

Truth has nothing to do with the number of people it convinces.

2010-08-21T03:48:00.001+08:00

Yeah and its over before you know it,
It all goes by so fast
Yeah the bad nights take forever
And the good nights don’t ever seem to last.

2010-08-19T08:54:00.002+08:00

goodbye

recurring nightmares
i aint afraid of you anymore.

2010-08-18T15:36:00.001+08:00

I opened my eyes
And looked up at the rain,
And it dripped in my head
And flowed into my brain,
And all that I hear as I lie in my bed
Is the slishity-slosh of the rain in my head.

I step very softly,
I walk very slow,
I can’t do a handstand—
I might overflow,
So pardon the wild crazy thing I just said—
I’m just not the same since there’s rain in my head.

2010-08-17T02:59:00.000+08:00

Rien ne pèse tant que un secret.

2010-08-15T15:33:00.003+08:00

You never know what you got yourself into
until the truth gradually unfolds

Dieu de mai être avec vous.

2010-08-13T03:26:00.000+08:00

It’s easy to look at people and make quick judgments about them, their present and their past, but you’d be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often then not, it’s lined with cracks and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their soul.

2010-08-11T00:42:00.001+08:00

I want a life that sizzles and pops and makes me laugh out loud. And I don’t want to get to the end, or to tomorrow, even, and realize that my life is a collection of meetings and pop cans and errands and receipts and dirty dishes. I want to eat cold tangerines, and sing out loud in the car with the windows open, and wear pink shoes, and stay up all night laughing, and paint my walls the exact color of the sky right now. I want to sleep hard on clean white sheets, and throw parties, and eat ripe tomatoes, and read books so good they make me jump up and down.

2010-08-10T03:43:00.000+08:00

2010-08-10T03:39:00.000+08:00

She danced. She sang.
She took. She gave.
She loved.
She created.
She dissented. She enlivened.
She saw. She grew. She sweated.
She changed.
She learned. She laughed.
She shed her skin.
She bled on the pages of her days.
She walked through walls.
She lived with intention.

2010-08-05T01:27:00.001+08:00

One day I’ll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

2010-08-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

An apple a day is just plain fallacious.
Feels crappy to be sick

2010-08-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

Just when you think it can’t get any worse, it can.
And just when you think it can’t get any better, it can.

2010-07-31T22:53:00.001+08:00

The pain just never go away:(

2010-07-30T01:21:00.000+08:00

You never learn, don't you?

2010-07-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

i lean against the wind
pretend i was weightless
and in that moment i was happy.

2010-07-24T06:30:00.000+08:00

A friend is someone with whom you dare to be yourself.

2010-07-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

It seemed the world was divided into good and bad people.
The good ones slept better…
while the bad ones seemed to enjoy
the waking hours much more.

2010-07-22T04:25:00.001+08:00

Whats wrong with me.
Screw me.

2010-07-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

Did it ever occur to you that you’re so caught up in trying to make the right choice that you’ve never stopped to consider the possibility that there may not be a right choice, or a wrong choice, just a bunch of choices?

2010-07-20T02:58:00.001+08:00

2010-07-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

It’s all right letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back.